2 weeks Later

Alexander’s POV

When James came to my house I started working with him straight away, I was only doing some contracting work before that so I was able to give that up without notice, his plane was a lot of fun to fly and his family is adorable so this job turned out to be a blessing

Today we’re flying to New York, I had knots in my stomach all morning and had a restless night sleep, it was a mixture of excitement and nervousness that kept me up, all I could think about was seeing her

Once at the airport we take off and arrive safely in New York with the flight going smoothly, James kept his word and always put me up in very nice hotels and financially was very generous, I bring my bag into the hotel room and look around for a few minutes but to be honest I didn’t give a shit, I wanted to go to her, I grab my phone, wallet and room pass and head out the door heading towards Columbia

It was around midday when we arrived so I assume she’s at college right now, I get to Columbia just looking in from the outside at the grounds, fuck it was much bigger than I thought, hundreds of people everywhere, it must have been lunchtime, I wander around for a while realizing this was kind of stupid thinking I’d easily find her at such a populated location

As I turn away to head back a flash of blond hair catches my eye, I turn back, It was her, she was so beautiful but she had sadness written all over her face, I was about to rush over to her when I was beaten to it 

Sienna’s POV

Just like everyone sometimes I have good days and bad days, today was one of those bad days and all I wanted was him, Aunt Betty had accidentally thrown his clothes in the wash and I was shattered, his scent now washed away, it’s what I craved

Later that day I had a law studies class, during the class the professor put me on the spot asking me a question and I completely choked, I knew the answer but I couldn’t spit it out, he than berated me for not giving him an answer in front of the whole class, it was humiliating 

As soon as class was over I ran out “Sienna… wait up!” I hear Tom call out to me, he finally catches up to me “Sienna, please wait!” he grabs my wrist and pulls me into him and wraps his arms around me “You didn’t deserve to be spoken to like that, never ever should anyone speak to you like that again” he whispers into my ear “Thank you” I reply back softly 

Tom was sweet to look out for me, as he was so close to me his scent is consuming me at this moment, it’s nice but it’s nothing compared to Alexander’s intoxicating scent, no matter what it is I always compare everything to him and nothing is ever better than him

Alexander’s POV

I watch as some guy runs up to her grabbing her and pulling her into a hug, his hands rubbing up her back and shoulders, his fingers all over her skin, I watch as he places a kiss on her forehead, I guess this wasn’t just “some guy” she knew him and she trusted him

She let’s out a small smile as he places his arm around her, fuck, she was happy with him, she was sad and he made her feel better, I had seen enough, I turned and walked away, I was too late

I head back to my hotel room deflated, I knew that I had to let her go for good now even though he might of just been a friend, I knew there was always going to be guys in college going after her, it was unfair to ask her to wait months at a time for me, I knew this was over

6 weeks later

Sienna’s POV

It was another typical Monday Morning but I was excited because I was going back home this weekend for Thanksgiving and I was so excited to see everyone, I hadn’t hear from Alexander since going away to college which was 3 and a half months ago, I was beyond excited to see him but I had be realistic as well, I told him to move on and find happiness before I left and maybe he had met someone, I had to prepare myself for that

I head to the cafeteria at lunchtime to meet up with Mia and Tom, I see Tom looking slightly downcast “Hey, what’s up? it’s not that wanker Professor Don again is it?” I ask him concerned, he shakes his head “Nah, I’m okay, just a bit low, Mom called me this morning to tell me that her and Dad are going away for Thanksgiving on some fucking African safari thing so I’ll be hanging out here for the week, eh, no big deal” I could see he was trying to brush it off as nothing but he was clearly upset

“I’d ask if you’d want to come home with me but my Grandma passed away a couple of months ago and it’s been a tough time for everyone, I’m afraid it will be awkward and somber at our home” Mia says to Tom sympathetically “Um well… you’re welcome to come back to Cali with me, there is a spare room at my parent’s and Mom always cooks way much food” I say to him, I honestly felt a bit uncomfortable asking him but I did feel bad for him  

“Wow Sienna, that’s really nice of you, that sounds lovely, I haven’t been to California in years” Tom smiles, fuck I need to call home

After college I head back home and call Mom, I ask her if a platonic male friend can join us for Thanksgiving, she was way too excited asking way too many questions

That Wednesday Tom and I head to the airport to go back to Cali, It was nice having company on the plane but it was still a bit weird that Tom was coming home with me

Once home Mom and Dad smother me, it had been the longest we’d ever been apart and it was wonderful to see them again, “Tom, nice to meet you young man” Dad puts out his hand to shake his giving him a stern look, it was actually hilarious “I’ll show Tom to the spare room” just as I take him there we hear a knock on the front door

“Boooo!!!” Brandon comes through the front door and picks me up swinging me around “It’s been way too long B” I tell him as he gently puts me down, his face full of excitement and joy which immediately disappeared when he saw Tom, I introduce them and you could cut the tension with a knife 

“Um… Boo, I need to go home for a bit but I want to talk to you later if that’s okay… just the two of us?” I nod as I walk Brandon out

Brandon’s POV

I get back to Dad’s house, I wanted to spend time with him as we’re both home for a few days, he still wasn’t himself and I was worried about him

After dinner I excuse myself “Hey Dad, I’m going to take Sienna out for a few hours, she’s back for Thanksgiving so I’ll be home later” He has no reaction what so ever it was like he was frozen “Dad? Did you hear me?” I ask, he breaks his trance to finally make eye contact with me “Sure, no problem, see you later”

Alexander’s POV

When Brandon said her name it was like having a bucket of ice water thrown over me, I guess I knew she’d be coming home for the holiday but now I know she’s definitely here it was sending my mind into overdrive 

As Brandon left I hear my phone got off, I look down and it’s a text from Owen “Hey Alex, Can I borrow your gas bottle? ours just ran out” I text him back “Sure, I’ll bring it over shortly” Brandon told me he was taking Sienna out so I knew I wouldn’t have any awkward run ins with her

I arrive and knock on the front door Penelope answered “Alexander” she snarls not attempting to hide her passive aggressiveness “Just here to drop the gas bottle off for Owen” I say to her, she then gives me a slightly creepy smile “He’s out back” 

As I walk towards to back I noticed Owen talking to someone “Alex! Thank you for bringing around the gas bottle, this is Tom, he goes to college with Sienna”  

I knew exactly who he was, he was the same fuckboy that was hugging Sienna that day I was in New York, fuck, she brought him home for Thanksgiving, I knew this would happen I guess I just didn’t expect it so soon

“Alex, do you want to stay for a beer?” Owen asks, I shake my head leaving as I see Fuckboy withdraw his hand in an attempt to shake mine

I walk to front door and see Penelope grinning like a Cheshire cat, now I know why she was giving the creepy smile at the start, she knew this would kill me

Sienna’s POV

It was so good to see Brandon after so long, we had heaps to catch up on, we drove down the Pacific Coast Highway just enjoying the drive “So there is something I’ve been meaning to tell you, I’ve met someone, Zara, and she’s really great, I mean you’re still my number one girl ,always, but I really like her” we both laugh but I was so happy for Brandon “Well I’d really like to meet her someday, I need to make sure she’s good enough for you B” I tell him smiling

“So you and Tom hey?” he asks, I chuckle “Nah, we’re just friends, I don’t think of him that way” because I’m still madly in love with your Dad…. of course I couldn’t say that last part out loud

I had an awesome time with Brandon but I told him I had to get back home as I felt bad leaving Tom with my parents, we got back and Brandon stayed for a while, he attempted to be civil with Tom

Brandon’s POV

We were all sitting outside having a few drinks when Owen and Penelope excused themselves announcing they were going to bed, Sienna got up to get some water leaving me with Tom, I’m still not sure about this guy, no one will be good enough for Sienna

“So Brandon, I’m guessing you’re the guy from back home that Sienna is still in love with?” Tom blurts out making me nearly choke on my beer “Um…. nah man” I say to him vaguely “So who else would it be?” he asks clearly not believing me, I knew exactly who it was and I was fucking shocked, I thought they were just messing around, it was at this point that everything was making sense, this is why Dad has been so miserable since we he moved into his house, it had nothing to do with the house, it was about her leaving for college

Sienna returns and I was glad to not have to continue talking to Tom alone, after a while I call it a night and order an Uber home, I’m still trying to work out how I feel about what I’ve just learned tonight

Sienna’s POV

I wake up the next day with a slight hangover, today was Thanksgiving so I planned to help Mom with the food preparation while Dad and Tom drank beers watching the football 

“Kate, Brandon and Susie are joining us for dinner” Mom says as we’re peeling potatoes “And you didn’t invite Alexander?” I ask her slightly annoyed “Don’t you think that would be a bit awkward….for a number of reasons?” she snaps back at me “I don’t care Mom, he will be all alone on Thanksgiving, his son will be here and not with him, I just think that’s mean” I say standing up to her

“Sienna, I really don’t care if he’s alone for the rest of his life after he took advantage of you” she turns her back to me continuing with the potatoes “Stop being so naive and heartless” I yell at her as I grab my keys and head out the door 

I get in my car and drive over to his place, I needed to see him, I wanted to see him the second I arrived home but fear held me back, what if he didn’t feel the same way about me anymore

I pull over and park my car a few houses down from his, the street was full with parked cars, as I look over to his house I see an unknown woman approach his front door, she was really pretty, brown hair and eyes and maybe around the same age as Alexander 

As he opens the door she waves, he smiles and let’s her inside, I watch him close the front door and my heart sunk, even though I told him to move on and be happy this hurt so much than I thought possible, the tears steam out and I stay in my car slumped over the steering wheel 

After a while I head back home, I really didn’t want to go back inside but I couldn’t sit in my car all night so I did what most people did to distract themselves from pain, I drank, I drank a lot

Everyone eventually left and it was just Tom and myself still drinking “Sienna, thank you so much for inviting me here, you’re so sweet and amazing” he smiles as he places his hand on my knee “Oh and I forgot to mention beautiful, you’re so beautiful Sienna” he takes my hand and starts to kiss up my arm moving closer to me, his hand now moves to the back of my neck as he places his lips on mine 

I was frozen for a second, shocked by his actions I didn’t expect it at all, I never thought of Tom in any other way but as a friend because of Alexander but now after what I saw tonight maybe I need to think differently

I return his kiss as his hands lift me up off the chair, he continues to kiss me as he carries me into his bedroom, he throws me on the bed as he shuts the door, he moves on top of me and starts trailing kisses down my neck “I’m going to make you feel better Sienna, starting right now” he growls

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Sienna’s POV

I make my way to the college cafeteria and see Tom enthusiastically waving to me “Sienna, over here!” he shouts making me feel slightly embarrassed, as I get closer I see a girl sitting next to him, she is stunning with her beautiful long dark hair and dark eyes, I’m thinking it’s his girlfriend

“Hey Sienna, so glad you found us, this is Mia, I think she is in the same gender studies class as you” he tells me, she stands up and gives me a genuine warm smile and hug “So nice to meet you Sienna” I smile back “You too, I’m so glad to have found another person taking that class” she nods 

I sat down and chatted with both of them through lunch, I felt so lucky to find what seemed like two awesome like minded people, Mia told me she was from Philadelphia and Tom was from Boston, Mia’s cousin lived next door to Tom’s family which is how they knew each other previously, it was just luck that they ran into each other at orientation 

“So do you have a special someone in your life?” Mia asks me, fuck I had no idea how to answer that “Um… I left someone back in Cali to come here, it’s still pretty raw” they both look at me sympathetically “Fuck that must have been hard but good on you for putting yourself and your education first” Tom states, I know he’s right but it still feels selfish “What about you guys?” I ask 

“I’m a single as a pringle!” Tom laughs with Mia rolling her eyes as his antics “I had to leave someone back home too, I’m hoping though he will transfer here so we can make it work but I don’t know” Mia shrugs “I think you’re going to be my perfect drinking buddy Mia” I say smiling at her “What about me?!?” Tom pipes up “Please, you’ll be spending too much time trying to hit on girls” Mia replies putting him in his place, we both laugh as Tom’s face turns a light shade of red

2 months later

Penelope’s POV

“Owen, this isn’t the way home, where are we going?” I ask confused “I want to stop in to see Alexander, he’s not doing well, ever since he moved into that house he’s been miserable, I don’t get it though, I mean he wanted the divorce and to sell the home so why is he so unhappy, he never talks about his feelings, I never know what’s going on” Owen says frustrated and confused

I really had no desire to see Alexander, my loyalty was with Kate and ever since she told me about him and Sienna I was furious, how could he fucking take advantage of her

I begrudgingly follow behind Owen to his front door “Alexander! We were just passing by and thought we’d say hello” Owen says to him cheerfully “Come in guys” Alexander replies, fuck he looks bad, it seems like he hasn’t slept in weeks, his normally bright blue eyes now look dark and gray, his skin pale and dry, he looks weak and appears to have lost weight   

We all sit down in the living room as Alexander struggles to make eye contact with us “So I heard from a buddy that you haven’t been working much, that’s not like you at all?” Owen asks him, Alexander shrugs “I’ve been doing some aviation teaching and writing, it passes the time” he replies back to us looking so deflated 

“Well I heard that James Banks is looking for a Pilot to fly him around, also heard that he is willing to pay a very nice price for the right Pilot, you’d be perfect at that, I mean fuck you can pilot any type of plane you’re that good” Owen tells him clearly trying to give him a confidence boost but what he said was true, Alexander was always the talented one when it came to aviation there wasn’t much he couldn’t do

“Who is James Banks?” I ask, Owen laughs “He’s the highest paid and best player for the LA Lakers…Basketball” he tells me “I’ll think about it” Alexander replies 

I look over to Owen and I see the helplessness written all over his face, he didn’t know what to do anymore “Hey, I just have to get my phone out of the car, I’ll be back in a minute” Owen tells us, fuck I really didn’t want to be alone with him

As Owen shuts the front door the awkwardness and tension is very much present, I keep biting my tongue until the words practically jump out of my mouth “This isn’t because of her…. is it?” I say to him, he briefly looks up at me then down again, he doesn’t say a word “I know about the two of you and honestly I could fucking kill you” I raise my voice at him without yelling so Owen doesn’t hear 

I watch Alexander get up and move over to the glass door overlooking his balcony to his beach side view “It was never meant to happen Penelope, I fell for her hard, she’s so mature and caring and sweet, I fell in too hard” he mutters out softly his voice breaking at the end

“Fucking hell Alexander!! You could have any woman you want but you had to go after my daughter! Owen’s daughter! And what drives me crazy is that he’s so worried about you and if he ever knew what you…” I stop mid sentence when I hear the front door open again and see Owen reappear

“Owen, we really need to get going, I’m going to wait in the car” I tell him, as I walk out “Okay, won’t be long” Owen replies

Alexander’s POV

“Listen, James will call you tomorrow, think about it overnight, it’s a once in a lifetime thing you know” Owen says to me but honestly I couldn’t care less, I haven’t flown since I took Sienna back from New York and I had no desire to either

“I’m worried about you man” Owen says to me placing his hand on my back, him worrying about me and being  so nice just made me feel worse, Penelope was right if Owen knew about Sienna and I he would never want to speak to me again

“You don’t have to worry about me, I’ll be okay” I do my best to give him a half genuine smile 

After he leaves I go back to sitting on the couch looking out at the beach, ever since she had left I felt so lost, she told me she didn’t want to be alone but I felt more alone than ever before, Brandon is always at college now and everyone else has their own lives, I just don’t know what I’m meant to do anymore 

I look down at my phone and look at some pictures of us, a few selfies we took in NYC and Mexico, I miss her more than I thought possible, I badly want to call or text her but what am I meant to say, I don’t want to guilt her into coming back or transferring college for me, I hope over time that I start to feel human again

Sienna’s POV

The first few months of college have been amazing but tough, I’m still living with Aunt Betty but I’m going to catch up with Scarlet soon as she offered to help me find a place, Mia and Tom lived on campus but it’s all fully booked for the year, so I had to find a place of my own

Mia and Tom were great, the three of us got on so well and it helped that we shared some of the same subjects, I opened up to Mia about Alexander, I had to talk to someone about him, I missed everything about him and she talked about missing her man, our usual Friday nights consisted of drinking, watching some sad romantic click flick and talking about the men that we love, I’d always have his clothes those Friday nights

“That’s it you two, you’re not spending another Friday night watching tragic crap, we need to go out and have some fun, remember we’re in college not a retirement home, you both have one hour before I’m coming back and taking us all out, get dressed up ladies because we’re hitting the town!” Tom says to us acting like an excited puppy “Okay fineeeeee but we’re not going to get drunk!” Mia huffs

As promised Tom was back in an hour “Fuck! Wow! The ladies scrub up very well, looking gooood” he tells us “Already started on the drinks?” I say to him smirking, he laughs “Let’s go, time for fun”

Tom took us to some stupidly overpriced pretentious club, we’re all having a good time and the continuous shots made me forget about my troubles for a little while “You’re so beautiful Sienna” Tom whispers to me as he takes my hand for a dance “Wow, I’m officially cutting you off from the tequila shots” I say laughing to him, we dance for a bit before he stops and his face turns serious while looking into my eyes “When you’re ready and you’ve moved on from him I’ll be here Sienna” he glances as me one last time before he walks off and starts talking to some random chick, I’m putting it all down to him being way too drunk   

Alexander’s POV

The next day I hear my phone ring over and over again, It was a local unknown number, I didn’t care who it was, if it was important they’d leave a message

It was later that afternoon when I hear a knock on my front door, I stumble to the door and open “Damn you’re a hard man to get a hold of!” I was shocked to see James Banks standing in front of me “Sorry, I’ve been busy” I make up some random excuse to him “Listen I heard you’re the best pilot in California and I need someone to fly my family and I to all my games, I already have the plane just not a pilot, name your price Rose” he tells me 

“Dad…. what is the one and only legend that is James Banks doing at our door?” Brandon arrives and is acting like some crazed school girl “I want your Father to be my personal pilot, can you convince him for me?” James says smirking “Dad are you crazy? Why wouldn’t you take this job?” Brandon harps “I’m fine Brandon, I don’t need a job” I tell him

I move inside as they both follow me “Sorry James, Dad has been all mopey lately, he’s not usually like this” Brandon pipes up again 

“Brandon, don’t you have work to do?” I snap at him, he lets out a large sigh as he opens his laptop up on the couch 

“Listen Rose, this is my schedule, I really need a pilot, my wife hates flying and we have two little ones now and she wants me to get the best pilot possible, we will look after you and put you up at the best hotels, I know you’ve got your Son here and I promise you we won’t stay out of Cali too long” he pleaded with me as he hands me his schedule 

“James, would you mind signing a ball for me?” Brandon asks “Sure, no problem” I watch Brandon rush off to his room as he leaves his laptop wide open it was at that moment that something or should I say someone catches my eye, fuck.

Brandon was on Sienna’s Instagram page and he had clicked on a certain picture, I move closer to get a better look, I see the caption “Mia and I visiting the Metropolitan Museum of Art” she looked so happy, radiant and beautiful, more beautiful than I remembered

I look down at James’ schedule and see that he’s playing the New York Knicks in two weeks time, I took this as a sign

“Okay…. you’ve got yourself a Pilot” I say to him as a I shake his hand

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Muse Ideas

Garrett Neff as Tom Sloan 

Selena Gomez as Mia White

Jennifer Garner as Jillian Winter

Michael B Jordan as James Banks

Sienna’s POV

I make it home and see that none of the lights are on which is a good sign, hopefully they’re still asleep, I use my phone as a torch to make my way quietly throughout the house

Once inside my room I was about to breathe again until I remembered what happened tonight. I had to say goodbye to him, I sink into my pillow face first crying my eyes out, I knew this was heartache that I had as my chest actually hurt, there was pain, undeniable pain

I sit up on my bed for a moment and lift the top of my shirt near my face, it smelt like him and I love his scent so damn much, no other man even comes close to smelling this intoxicating, I knew my body smelt like him too and I didn’t want to wash him off me

I hear a faint knock on the door “Sweetheart are you awake?” Mum asks “Um.. one second Mom” I call out, shit she can’t see me in his clothes, I quickly grab a robe and tie it around me as I open my bedroom door

Mum immediately notices I’ve been crying “Aww Honey, it will be okay, you will do amazing in New York and you can always come home anytime” she says to be sweetly as she gives me a big hug

She slowly takes her arms back and is now looking at me blankly “Sienna, I think you should have a shower now” she says to me “Huh? No Mom I’m fine, I’ll shower there” I tell her nonchalantly

“Sienna… I can smell him all over you, Brandon and your Dad will notice…. unless you want your Father or his Son to find out I suggest you shower” she tells me point blank, my heart starts to race I have no idea what I’m meant to say

I walk over to my window looking out seeing Brandon’s car arrive, how did Mom know and why isn’t she freaking out? fuck I start to panic, my head is spinning and my thoughts a blur until clarity hits me a truck…. Kate

“What did Kate say?” I turn around and ask Mom “Nothing that I wasn’t already suspecting, honestly Sienna if you weren’t leaving in an hour I would be cursing you the whole damn day!!” She raises her voice but then takes a deep breath in “But I won’t, I don’t want to fight with you before you leave, to be honest it worked out best that you’re moving interstate for college so this silly infatuation can end” she shakes her head in disgust 

“Mom… it’s not an infatuation, it’s more than that” I say to her trying to defend what we had, just as I say that we hear Brandon start walking up the stairs “You have seconds to decide about that shower Sienna” she hisses 

I quickly run to the bathroom locking the door, I fall down to the ground leaning up against the door with my tears falling fast, I obviously knew I had to shower at some stage but not yet… please not yet… I don’t want to lose him off me, his sweat, his tears, his smell completely drenched into my skin, into my pores, I wasn’t ready yet

I couldn’t do… I clean myself up a bit with a washcloth and sprayed way too much of my perfume on, at least now I can smell like the both of us

I move back to my bedroom and quickly get dressed, I place Alexander’s clothes in my carry on luggage, I know tonight I’ll want to have them on me again

I hear another knock on my bedroom door “Boo, can I come in?” I hear “No problem, come in!” I yell out, Brandon walks in with a cute half smile on his face “Anything I can do last minute to change your mind?” he asks, I give him a small giggle “Sorry B, but I’ll be home for Thanksgiving and you can come visit me anytime” I shoot him a warm comforting smile

I see him look downcast so I walk over to him “You can call or text me anytime day or night and always know I’m only a plane ride away” I say grabbing his hands “You’re my best friend Sienna, I’m just going to be lost without you” he pulls me into a tight hug and I hear him clear the lump in his throat 

“We will still be best friends Brandon, distance won’t change that” I say to him softly, he places his hand on the back of my head running his fingers through my hair, he looks down at me giving me a sweet smile “You’re so special Sienna, I’ll miss you so much” he places a kiss on my forehead as I wrap my hands around him shedding a tear, “Miss you too B”

We eventually walk out of my bedroom and I go find Dad to spend some time with him, he tells me how proud he is of me and how he knows I’m going to do so well at college, I give Dad a big hug as we all make our way to the airport

I wait until the final boarding call “I made sure an experienced, sober and competent pilot is taking you to New York” Dad tells me, I laugh “Thanks Dad, I feel safer now” 

I hug them all one last time as I board the plane, I take my sit and wait for it to take me to my new life

5 and a half hours later I had arrived in New York, I see Aunt Betty waiting for me at the arrival gates, I give her a half smile and rub my red puffy eyes “Oh damn, someone needs a drink” she says smiling at me as she places her arm around me taking my carry on luggage “Yeah… a big drink”

I grab my suitcases and we jump in a waiting car heading towards Betty’s penthouse “How’s Scarlet and Jean?” I ask her “Good! Still on their honeymoon but they sound very happy” she replies smiling “Thank you again for letting me stay with you for a little while, I’ll find somewhere soon” I mention “Don’t stress Dear, no trouble at all, plus my little girl is gone now…. a married woman… I need a replacement” we both laugh

Once we arrived Betty shows me to my room, I walk in and my jaw drops to the ground, I keep forgetting how loaded Betty, Scarlet and Jean are, the room had the most amazing view…. pfft good luck getting rid of me now Aunt Betty

“Thank you, this bedroom is so amazing, just beautiful” I say to her smiling “Glad you like it Sienna, I’ll leave you to get settled in, there is an en-suite at the end to the right if you need to freshen up and I’ll give you a shout when dinner is ready” 

I look out at the beautiful view, the last time I was looking at NYC this high up I had his arms wrapped around me, his lips on me, I miss him more than I ever thought possible

A few hours later Betty calls me for dinner, after our delicious meal I excuse myself and make my way to bed seeing as I didn’t sleep the night before, I place his clothes on and I immediately feel better, I place my head down and I’m asleep within seconds 

The next morning I wake up early, I feel so damn nervous, I didn’t know anyone at college and I start feeling like maybe I’ve taken on too much, I was reaching too far forward and I’m going to fail miserably “Don’t do that!” I hear as I munch on my cereal, Betty shouts, I swallow “Do what?” I reply “Doubt yourself, I see it on your face, you’re going to kick ass, just remember you go into Columbia ahead of thousands of other applicants, you’re a very special woman” Betty tells me

“You’re so awesome Aunt Betty, definitely my favorite Aunt” she laughs as I place my dish in the dishwasher and head to college

As I arrived I started to get confused and flustered, Fuck where was my first class, my eyes darting all over the campus so much so that I didn’t see the light pole right in front of me.. SMACK… I hit the ground hard… I spaced out for a moment until I hear “Fuck! Are you okay?”

I look up and see a very good looking man reaching his hand out for me “Let me help you up, that was quite a hit” he smirks, I give him my hand as he helps me up, I rub my sore head “Well that only took all of 3 minutes to be completely humiliated on my first day of college” I say, he let’s out a loud laugh “Aww.. it’s not that bad, at least your pants look dry…. no accidents” he jokes

I let out a chuckle “Yes… all dry, thank you” I say “Where do you need to be?” he asks “Law, room 107” I reply “Hey me too! I’ll show you where it is, I’m Tom by the way” he smiles as I follow him inside “Sienna, thank you for helping me”

We finally made it to the room with half a minute to spare, after the class was over Tom came over to me “Where do you need to be now?” he asks as I look down at my schedule “Um… room 406” I reply “I’m 410, I’ll walk with you” he smiles

Tom and I randomly chatted about different things before reaching our rooms “Hey…Do you want to meet up for lunch? I only know one other person here” he smiles shyly at me “Well that’s still one more then me but sure that sounds great” I reply 

“Great! Well until then just watch out for those light poles…. I can’t always be around to save you” he smirks, I laugh shaking my head as I walk into class, I think to myself I guess there is no harm in trying to make some new friends

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Alexander’s POV

I carry Sienna inside slamming the door behind me and pinning her up against it, my mouth connects with hers and it was ecstasy, her beautiful soft pink lips on me once again, I became instantly hard having her in my arms again, she consumed me, every part of me

Our kisses now becoming rough and impatient, her sharp moans echoing throughout the house, I slowly move her down from the door and turn her around, I use one hand to undo her bra and my other hand moves to her neck turning her head to me so I can continue to devour her 

I throw her bra across the room as I keep my hand on her throat while my other hand gropes her firm round breasts, I can feel her rubbing my hard on through my sweatpants as her hand creeps inside

“Let me take you upstairs to the bedroom” I growl in her ear while tightening my hold on her “No! I need it now! I can’t wait!” she orders as she drags me down to the floor

She pulls down and throws away my pants, I grab both sides of her panties removing them immediately, both of us now undressed and I could hardly contain myself, fuck I love the feeling of her soft delicate skin against my body

I place myself between her legs and right away I feel her wetness, her hands grabbing my back pulling me into her, it was such a fucking turn on to have a woman eager for me to fuck her

I ram my cock into her as she let’s out a sharp gasp followed by a long lingering moan “Allexxannnddeerrr” she whimpers out, she felt so damn tight but she was drenched, she lifts up her knees again as I move from her lips to her neck, I placed myself deeper into her warmth as I hear her breathing getting heavier 

“Baby, you’re going to make me cum so hard” she moans out, I feel her tighten around me even more as I find the exact spot that makes her scream, her nails dig in hard as I feel her body shake against mine, her orgasm hitting her hard and fast, after watching my beautiful Sienna cum I knew I could have my own release, it only took a couple more deep thrusts before I fill her up, grabbing her right breast in my hand squeezing until every last bit of my seed was inside her

I look down at her gorgeous sweaty flushed face, I move away the hairs sticking to her face as we both try to catch our breath “Best going away present ever” she whispers, we both laugh, she always makes me laugh

Sienna’s POV

Fuck that was amazing, my orgasm was so intense that it made my whole body shake with pleasure, as soon as I saw him answer the door shirtless my arousal took over, I wanted us to be naked again coming together as one, I knew I was being impatient and bossy and I didn’t know if he would be okay with that or if he only likes being the dominate one but by the way he just fucked me I think he liked it a lot

“Sorry if I was a bit forward” I say softly as I still feel him inside me, he gently moves out of me “Don’t be sorry Sienna, that was the hottest thing I’ve ever seen, you made me feel desired and I can’t get enough of that from you” he smiles kissing down on my now swollen lips

I start to feel a bit awkward I didn’t know what to do, should I let him go back to bed and leave or stick around for a bit longer “I’m sorry I woke you up, I can go if you want to go back to sleep, I’m sure you’ve got work tomorrow” I say to him sheepishly 

“You’re not going anywhere yet Si” he says to me as he runs his fingers down my face, he lifts me up and takes me upstairs to his bedroom, “By the way, you aren’t sorry about waking me up, you came over here knowing exactly what was going to happen” he says smirking at me, well he’s got that right

Once in his bedroom he places me down on his bed and wraps me up in his blanket as he can see the goosebumps all over my body as I start to get a chill “Can I get you something to drink? maybe a hot drink to warm you up?” I shake my head “I can have many hot chocolates and breakfast teas in New York, what I can’t have is you, so you’re all I need” the words just came out of my mouth, fuck that was sappy, he smiles back at me nearly looking kind of shy

I watch him walk to the other side of the room and throw on some other sweats, I can’t help but admire him, he is fucking perfection, he must have women and men throwing themselves at him daily, it made me feel lucky that I get to enjoy him all to myself even if it was only for tonight

 He moves over to the bed, we’re both sitting facing each other with our legs crossed “Sienna, you know you already have me” he states in a very low tone, he grabs my hand and moves it to his chest

“We can make this work, I know it will be a lot of hard work but a lot of good things are hard work, that’s what makes it so rewarding” he tells me taking my hand in his softly rubbing his thumb against my skin 

I look around the room, it was just like the other rooms I saw, cold and lonely, even though Alexander was such a warm person this place was just a house not a home, I wanted him to create a home with someone, be able to come home every night to them, maybe even have another child just like he wanted, all the things I couldn’t give him, if we’re in a long distant relationship he will be lonely and I love him too much to let that happen

“Alexander, it won’t work right now, I want you to meet someone and be able to cuddle up to them every night, be able to go out on weekends and have adventures, maybe even settle down and start a family, all the things that I can’t offer you” I say to him as I feel my eyes start to water

He looks down shaking his head “My heart belongs to you Sienna, I don’t want anyone else” his voice deep and low barely getting the words out, as much as I want to give in and tell him that we can make it work I can’t do it “I’m sorry but I can’t let you be alone in this house night after night, Alexander, you spent so long being alone in a relationship and I won’t let you go through that again, I love you too much to let that happen” I tell him with my heart slowly breaking

He wraps me up in his arms as I feel his warm tears falling on my back, I couldn’t hold mine in any longer either, I nuzzle into his neck and uncontrollably sob while wrapping my arms tight around him

He pulls back away from me slightly so he can place a kiss on my lips, his kiss was full of sadness and hopelessness, why did we allow ourselves to get so attached to each other

His lips still on mine as his kiss deepens as he pulls me closer to him “I need you” he whispers to me, I tilt my head back as he starts to kiss and suck on my neck, he pulls off his pants as he moves me into his lap, he places both hands on my face brushing back all my hair so he can see my face

He lifts me up slightly lowering me onto his erection, as soon as he’s fully in me I see his eyes shut and bite down on his lower lip, he opens up his eyes again looking straight into mine, his eyes sparkled but I could see the pain 

When we’re intimate his hands are normally on my breasts, ass or throat but this time he has his hands on my back to make sure I’m as close to him as possible, I knew exactly what this was, this was goodbye sex

We can’t take our eyes off each other, this was so intense but in a completely different way, I start to climax but honestly I didn’t want to, I wanted to keep making love to him for a long as possible however I couldn’t fight it off anymore, I wrap my arms around his neck and slightly arch my back as I orgasm hard, he then let’s out a loud groan as I feel him blow inside me

I collapse into his arms as he slowly lowers us down on his bed, he wraps us up in his blanket as I close my eyes and enjoy a final moment with him, I don’t want to forget a single detail of him, his scent is all over me and I didn’t want it to ever leave

I look over at my phone and it’s 4.45am, I had to be awake in 45 minutes “Shit, where did all that time go?” I say running my fingers through my hair “Let me get you some clothes” he says getting up from the bed, he comes back and hands me some sweats and a t-shirt of his, of course it’s way too big but I love that I now have something of his “I hope you don’t have any sentimental attachment to these clothes as I’ll be wearing them every night from now on” I say smirking at him

“No, only the person wearing the clothes do I have a sentimental attachment to” he says giving him a small smile placing his hand on my face

We slowly walk down the stairs to the front door as I feel my heart ache for him “Do you want me to come with you so you get home safe?” he asks “No, I’ll be okay, thank you though” he nods “Just text me so I know you got home safe” 

Alexander is starting to get agitated and uncomfortable, I hate seeing him like this, I can’t help but breakdown “I love you, I love you so much, I don’t know what I’m going to do without you” I tell him as I wrap my arms around him

We both knew this was our final goodbye, his lips press down on mine as he gives such a loving and tender kiss, a kiss I’ll be dreaming about for a long time “Please take care of yourself, I just want you to be happy” I say softly to him

“I love you Sienna, I know you’ll do amazing in New York, I just ask one thing, please don’t forget about our love” he asks pressing his forehead against mine “I promise” I tell him, I kiss him one last time before I walk out the door

Alexander’s POV

Once again I watch her leave me though this time I know it’s for good, I know it’s not like we’ll never see each other again but it will be months and months until we do and I know Sienna will move onto bigger and better things, I guess I would just hold her back, soon enough she’ll meet some amazing guy who she will be proud to bring home to Penelope and Owen 

I don’t understand why we came together, I mean how is this fair? After being in a loveless marriage for so long I finally found love, proper love and that love was reciprocated and now it’s ripped away from me, I have no idea how I’m meant to move on 

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Sienna’s POV

I walk towards the family home, I couldn’t help but look back at him and I wish now that I didn’t, his face showed his pain, our pain, I just wanted to run back to him and tell him to drive us somewhere, anywhere, away from everyone

I take a deep breath as I continue to walk up to the house “Sienna, is that you?” I hear Mom shout out, “Yes, the one and only” I reply, “So good to see you Sweetheart, how are you? oh and how was the wedding? Betty emailed us some photos, it looked so beautiful” typical Mom wanting to know everything at once

“I’m fine Mom, the wedding was beyond beautiful, they’re a perfect couple, so in love” I say to her with slight sadness, I envied my cousin, I was happy for her of course but I had to put my love on hold and it hurt 

“Sienna! How’s my favorite child?” Dad appears from the kitchen wrapping me up in a big bear hug, I laugh “You mean your only child” I shake my head at him “Did you guys have a good time?” I ask “Yes! we had a blast, you wouldn’t believe it but I won a limbo competition!!” he tells me excitedly…. I didn’t really want to know, dear god now I’m getting mental images of it… “That’s um…. great Dad”

“So Kate called us just before and told us Brandon got into UCLA, should we assume our wonderful daughter will also be there?” Mom asks eagerly, sigh, time to rip off the band aid

“Actually, I need to talk to you both about that, maybe we could sit down?” I ask them nervously, we head to the lounge and sit “Sienna, you’re freaking us both out, what’s going on?” Mom asks worried “Mum, Dad, I got into Columbia, I applied thinking I wouldn’t get in, I mean it’s Columbia it’s damn tough but it’s the perfect course for me, Law and Gender Studies and I got accepted” I say to them both with my heart in my throat, I prepare myself for the shitstorm I’m about to encounter 

Dad stands up first “My baby got into Columbia? one of the best schools in country?” I see him shake his head and tear up “I’m so proud of you Sienna, how did we get so lucky to have a smart kid like you?” he wraps me up in his arms tightly, I was feeling fairly guilty, If Dad had any idea of what I did or who I did over the weekend he definitely wouldn’t be proud of me

“Owen?? Are you kidding me?! Sienna is not going to Columbia, where is she going to live? She needs to stay in California” Mum jumps up from her chair, clearly she’s pissed, her face is red and every vein in her body was showing

“Penelope, Sienna is an adult, I know in our eyes she’s our baby but she isn’t a kid anymore, I mean our daughter is going to Columbia, we should be happy for her, she will be well educated and no doubt very successful, of course we will miss her but we will visit and she will return home for every holiday” Dad takes Mum’s hands in his trying to calm her down

At that moment my phone went off, it was a text from Brandon, he wanted to see me “Is it okay if Brandon comes over for a bit? I haven’t told him yet” I ask 

I see Mom take a deep breath in “Sure and congratulations Sweetheart, Columbia… that’s very impressive” Mom gives me a small smile back

I proceed to tell them I’ll be staying with Aunt Betty until I get myself sorted, Scarlet also offered a room at her apartment but I think sharing an apartment with newlyweds wouldn’t be a good idea, a pair of noise cancelling headphones would be frequently required

We hear a knock on the front door, I open it up “Hey Brandon” I say smiling “Boo, you must have been drinking fineapple juice in New York cause you’re looking good” he saying smirking “Fineapple? what a truly terrible pun” I say as we both crack up laughing

To be honest I still had my sex glow from the weekend, my body absolutely basked in the pleasure it received and my skin couldn’t hide it 

“Do you want something to drink? I want to chat to you about something” I ask him, he follows me to the kitchen as I grab out some ice tea “I know what you’re going to say Boo, you’re going to say you made a huge mistake and you’re madly in love with me again, well all is forgiven” he teases with a huge grin on his face, I playfully push his chest “In your dreams Buddy!”

He laughs it off and his face begins to turn more serious “Okay, what you gonna tell me Boo?” he asks “I got into Columbia, Law, and I accepted it” I tell him sheepishly, I see him working overtime processing the unexpected news “Oh…wow…Columbia… that’s amazing Boo, seriously what a smart cookie you turned out to be, um… I can’t believe it” I watch him run his fingers through his hair

“It will open up so many doors for me, the course I’m doing is unique, you know one of a kind, I couldn’t not apply and I couldn’t turn it down, I’d really like us to stay in touch, I don’t want to lose you as a friend just because of a little bit of distance” I say to him lightly brushing his arm, trying to comfort him without giving him the wrong idea

“Yeah… of course… always Boo” the shock still evident on his face “Hey, I’m going to take off, I’ll come by tomorrow morning okay?” he says, I nod, Brandon kisses me on the forehead as he walks out the door without saying another word, as much as it pains me to hurt people I care about a wave of relief washes over me knowing my Columbia news was no longer a secret

I head up to my room after a long day, I throw on some soft pajamas and move myself immediately under the covers, even though I was so physically tired my mind couldn’t switch off, I kept thinking about Alexander, the way he touched my skin, he grazed every single section of my body with his manly yet gentle fingers, his lips were like fire on my skin creating a reaction every time they came together, how could I just walk away from this man?

The rest of the week was exactly like I predicted, Brandon wanted to spend heaps of time together before I leave, we hung out down the beach with some of our other friends while Mom and Dad wanted me home before 6pm so we could have dinner together every night before I go, with all this going on and packing for NYC he was still on my mind, I wanted to reach out to him, he was consuming my thoughts

I slowly wonder down the stairs Friday morning and hear Mom and Dad talking in the kitchen, I stopped half way down to listen to their conversation “How long is this going to take Owen? We have two days left with our daughter!” Mom snaps “I’m well aware of that Penelope but what can I do? he needs me to help him move, he’s going through a rough time and I have to be there for him” Dad replies sharply

I knew exactly who they were talking about “Just remember Kate made all this mess not Alexander, she’s happy now shacked up with Susie, Alexander is alone and he needs a good friend to lean on, the divorce is nearly finished and their family home has just been sold, it’s a lot of change” Dad tells Mom in a softer tone trying to ease the situation

“Okay, fine, be there for him, just come home for dinner, Where has he moved to anyway?” Mum asks “Beachside Drive, he’s renting an small house there until the home sale is finalized” 

It made me think about the incredibly hard week Alexander must be having, it made me want to run to him and take all his pain away

It also occurred to me that Brandon never told me anything, I know his parents divorcing wasn’t an easy topic for him but to say nothing was kind of strange

Later that afternoon I met up with Brandon at our favorite juice bar, “Changed your mind yet about NYC Boo?” he asks smiling “No chance, sorry” I smile back “Brandon, why didn’t you tell me about your family home?” I ask

He lets out a small sigh “I don’t know Sienna, it’s shit to think about, I’m going to be going from Mom’s place to Dad’s place like a fucking unwanted child, I hate it, I didn’t mean to keep it from you, I just don’t like talking about it” he shrugs, I place my hand on his knee to comfort him “Maybe you could live on campus? or move in with friends? that way you don’t have to be torn between both of them” I suggest 

“Maybe down the track, I have no money so I can’t afford to live anywhere that costs money, maybe once I’ve settled into college I can think about it more” I nod “I know you’re hurting but remember so are your parents, go easy on them” I say to him, secretly hoping he didn’t pick up on the fact that I want him to be kind to Alexander

“Thanks Boo, I’ll keep that in mind, let me walk you home” Brandon and I casually stroll home together, I’ll miss his friendship and company, even though we dated I really see Brandon like a brother now, I guess both of us being only children we never got to have a sibling and our friendship made up for that

I was leaving for NYC early Sunday morning, Saturday night Brandon had dinner with us and stayed for a bit afterwards before heading back to his Mom’s place, he said he’d be here tomorrow morning to see me off, Mom and Dad were tired and headed to bed early, that left me alone with my thoughts..

I head up to my bed sliding in under the blankets, I try to get to sleep knowing that I have to get up early but as I lay there staring up at the ceiling I thought ‘fuck this’, I get up and go to the only place I want to be

I get changed into something more inappropriate and aim to get to my car without being noticed, as I make my way down the stairs quietly I hear Mom and Dad snoring, I keep moving down knowing I’m safe to make my getaway

I look up Beachside Drive on my GPS and drive the short distance to the street, luckily for me it wasn’t a very long street, I drive slow so I can keep a look out for his car, I was nearly at the end until I spotted it, it was a cute little house meters away from the beach, as I pull over and park I start to get nervous, fuck we said ours goodbyes already maybe he doesn’t want to see me again, maybe he’s already moved on and has someone there

I walk up to his door but before I knock get hit with a wave of nerves, fuck why didn’t I at least have a shot of alcohol first, I close my eyes while my hand freely knocks on it’s own accord, I remove my coat and wait for an answer “Be brave…. be brave…. if this all turns to shit you’re leaving the state tomorrow” I keep saying to myself in my head

Alexander’s POV

I had a late shower and afterwards fell asleep reading a book in bed, I jump up when I hear a knock at my front door, I look down at my watch and see it’s close to midnight, fuck it must be Brandon, I hope he’s okay, only Brandon and Owen knew where I was living so it had to be one of them, I quickly throw some pants on and grab a jumper, when I get to the front of the house I was floored when I pulled the door open, it was the sexiest sight I’ve ever seen 

“I’d really like one more proper goodbye, if that’s possible?” she says seductively “That’s more than possible, Si” I say smirking at her as I lift her up throwing her over my shoulder, she had been on my mind since the second I left her and I can’t believe she has returned to me, my desire for her was so strong it was making my head spin and my heart race, I had one last chance to remind her of our love

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Sienna’s POV

I laid down on his body for hours, we were softly kissing while chatting about anything and everything, our age gap never seem to effect our conversations, we always have plenty to talk about, I love listening to Alexander talk, he opens my mind and makes me consider things I never thought of, he wanted to empower me, he wanted me to think and educate myself on the things that interested me and the world around us, he was the type of man I needed in every way possible

We made love one more time, this however was so slow and sensual, he let me take control even though I was unsure of what I was doing, I wanted to do to his body what he did to mine

I kissed him all over from head to toe, I kissed softly on his delicious lips and moved further down to his chest and stomach 

When I trailed down to his lap I could see he was hard again, I place his erection into my mouth sucking down gently but firmly, I listen to him groan as he watches me take all of him in my mouth

“Sienna…. please ride me, I want to feel your warmth wrapped around me” he begs, I look up at him smiling as I move my body up on him, I place my hips down on his lining up the tip of him at my entrance, he slowly guides himself inside me placing his hands on my ass to move me up and down

Alexander moves up against the headboard so we’re face to face, his lips smack down on mine as he continues to slowly bounce me up and down on his raging cock

I wrap my arms around his neck as I feel even bit of him inside me, he grips my ass tighter as I feel his cock start to twitch and jerk, I throw my head back as I let him deeper inside my tightness, his hands now on my hips as he enters the final stages of his release 

He fills me with his warm seed as my own orgasm rips through me quickly, I love the feeling of him filling me up, experiencing him orgasm inside my pussy turned me on so much

He stays inside me for a few minutes afterwards as we wrap our arms around each other, he places small kisses all over my face and neck as I giggle at his cuteness, he slowly moves out of me and I feel a bit crushed, I didn’t want this to end

I move into the bathroom to clean myself up and get dressed, I look down at my phone, five forty seven am, it was obvious neither of us was going to get any sleep but I didn’t care, I wanted every second I could get with him

“Sienna, come have a look at this!” I hear Alexander yell out, he is standing by the window as I see pure joy sketched all over his face “Si, we can view the sunrise together” 

“Hmm… watching the sunrise with the man I love, yeah sounds pretty damn good” I smirk, it was at this point Alexander lifts me up in the air and places his lips on mine

“I don’t think I’ll ever get sick of hearing you say that you love me” he smiles as he runs his finger down my cheek

I watch Alexander walk over to the bed and pull off the blanket, he wraps us both in it as we sit in front of the window watching the sun come up, I gently drift in and out of sleep but watching the city wake up as he has his arms and legs wrapped around me was the best feeling in the world, nothing made me happier than this moment, I was loved and I was safe with him

The check out time was creeping closer and closer, I didn’t want it to come “What time is your flight Si?” he asks “4pm, you?” I reply, he looks at me just smiling as his plays with my fingers

“Can I please take you home?” he asks, I was slightly confused “What do you mean?” I reply “I flew here myself, a buddy of mine gave me his six seater plane for the weekend” he smirks

“Wow! that’s amazing, fuck I’ve never been in a small plane before” I jump up filled with excited and nervousness “Well you trust me don’t you Si?” he says looking up smiling at me “Well, I don’t know…. you didn’t get any sleep at all and I heard you were getting your freak on all night…. can I trust a pilot like that?” I say to him jokingly 

He shakes his head and laughs as he walks towards me “Actually I fly better after a long sensual sex session, helps me concentrate” he growls as he snakes his arm around me

Fuck, he made me instantly wet by his seductive words, he kisses down on my lips as he lightly bites down pulling my bottom lip towards him “Come on Si, let me take you home babygirl”

We check out of the hotel and I feel a huge wave of sadness wash over me, I felt weak, I didn’t care about anything but us, fuck my education and fuck everyone who is against us, I needed him, I wanted to be a selfish bitch

Deep down though I knew I couldn’t do any of that, Alexander loved that idea that I wanted to be college educated and make my own mark on the world and I loved that idea too, I have to do it because I never want to resent him and I knew he wouldn’t hold me back

I shake off my negative feelings as I remember he is still with me now, holding my hand in his as we walk out of the lobby, we turn right to grab a cab before something catches my eye

“Hey, um, I need to go to the pharmacy across the road, do you mind waiting here for a minute?” I ask him, he nods “Sure, you don’t want me to come with you?” I shake my head “No, I’ll be fine, just girl stuff, I’ll be two minutes” I get up on my tippy toes to kiss his lips as I cross the street

I walk in to see a young female pharmacist greet me “Good Morning, can I help you with something today?” she asks with a smile “Um… yes, I need the morning after pill” I tell her “Sure, no problem, I’ll grab that for you and go over the side effects” she replies

So I lied, I lied to Alexander and I feel incredibly guilty, I’m not on the pill at all, we made love three times and each time he came inside me, when he asked about getting a condom I was so damn aroused that I just wanted his naked raw erection inside me, I wanted to feel him explode inside me, I was fucking selfish

I took the pill while still in the pharmacy and headed back out to Alexander, I see panic on his face “Sienna, I haven’t hurt you from last night have I?” he asks, I shake my head smiling at him “No handsome, I’m fine” I take his hand in mine rubbing my thumb up and down on him

Our cab takes us to a small airport just outside of Staten Island, even though Dad was a pilot I was never comfortable with flying, I hated the thought of being that high up in the air

I look over at Alexander who is beaming, he really loves aviation, we spoke about it before but seeing him in the middle of it all I saw his passion, his love, his face lit up

“Sienna, here is our baby, beautiful plane right?” he says to me excitedly 

Fuck, the plane looks tiny but I trust Alexander, I trust him with my life

Alexander’s POV

I’ve always loved flying, no matter what was going on in my life as soon as I was up in the clouds I was happy again and now taking Sienna up with me, just us, made me feel like a kid in a toy store, beyond excited

I place our bags in the back and help Sienna up to the passenger seat, I love that she will be next to me 

I inspect the plane to ensure everything is in order before getting it started “What no captain’s hat?” she asks smirking “I only bring out the captain’s hat for good girls and you’re a naughty girl Sienna” I say to her playfully 

I see goosebumps appear on her arms, the fact that my words affected her made me want her so bad but I had to shake that off and concentrate on take off

Our flight was going smoothly, I look over at Sienna who seems slightly nervous “You really feel every bump in these small planes hey?” she says to me “That’s what makes them more interesting, I’ll try to make it as smooth as possible” I say to her as I place my hand on her leg

She was nervous the first hour but after that I saw her start to relax, so much so that I see her drift off to sleep, fuck she was adorable, curled up in the chair with her head resting on her shoulder 

I start thinking about the last 24 hours and how incredible it all was, I never knew these type of feelings existed, I was so addicted to her, she made me feel content and complete  

I move my hand on her leg gently shaking her “Sienna, we will be landing soon, I need you to buckle up babygirl” I say to her calmly, she jolts up quickly not realizing that she has fallen asleep “Oh fuck, Alexander I’m so sorry I fell asleep, what boring company I am” she tells me, I can see the guilt on her face “Don’t be Si, you were a beautiful distraction” I smile 

I land the plane down safely, we were at a small airport about forty minutes outside LA, “That was an awesome flight Captain, you’re much better than Dad” she laughs “Don’t tell him I said that!” she shouts out, I laugh at her silliness

We get off the plane and walk to the parking lot to my car, I take a deep breath and ask the question I’ve been putting off all weekend “Si, when are you moving to NYC?” I ask, I see her softly gasp at my question, I guess she’s been putting off thinking about it too

“Next weekend, I’m going to live with Aunt Betty for a bit until I get set up, fuck I need to tell Mom and Dad tonight” she tells me with a tinge of sadness

We both knew this car ride home could be our last moment together alone, Brandon will be wanting to take up all of Sienna’s time as will her parents knowing that she’s moving away

I pull up a few houses before hers so we don’t get noticed, I feel broken, I look at her face and see tears fall from her eyes, “I love you always Si” I say to her as I pull her into me “I love you too Alexander, thank you for giving me the most amazing weekend, I will never forget it” she places her lips on mine as I cup her face in my hands, I can’t bear to watch her walk away from me, I close my eyes as I hear the car door close, my heart slowing breaking

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Alexander’s POV

I set her down in the shower as I turn on the hot water for us, I can’t help but take sneaky glances at her beautiful naked body, I notice the blood between her thighs and I’m hit with guilt, I hope I didn’t hurt her too much “I’m sorry if I caused you any pain Sienna” I wrap my arms around her bringing her in close to my body

“Honestly I’m good, that was really amazing, you were so gentle and loving, I’m sure that was much better then what most girls experience for the first time” she smirks, I chuckle and smile at her humor, I let go of the guilt and enjoy my final moments with my Sienna 

As the water is crashing down on us my smile turns serious “Sienna… the reason that felt so loving is because… I’m in love with you, I just need you to know that because I don’t ever want you to think this night was just about sex, you’ve made me feel so alive and I wouldn’t trade this feeling with you for anything” I crash my lips onto her ensuring she doesn’t feel obligated to say it back

Our kisses were so deep and passionate, our mouths felt like they were fighting each other for power, her hand moves to the back of my neck to increase the intensity

I pin her up against the shower wall as I begin to gently bite down on her neck, she moans out in pleasure, I’m now rock hard and I want her again but I don’t want to hurt her, I place two of my fingers between her legs to see her reaction

As I start to edge closer to her entrance she bites down on my bottom lip, I could tell it was due to mixture of pain and pleasure 

“A-a-alexander, please make love to me again” she moans out “We don’t have to do anything Si, I don’t want to hurt you again” I tell her “Please… I want it…. I need it” as her words came out shaky, I couldn’t hold back anymore

I slowly lower her down onto my erection and gently guild myself inside her, I feel her nails dig into my back as her moans fill the bathroom “Mmmm… yessss” god this woman drove me wild, I start to get a good rhythm going with her, I was holding back a bit with her, If she didn’t just lose her virginity to me I would have gone harder, rougher, deeper

I can’t take my eyes away from her beautiful face, her cheeks bright pink and her breathing heavy, I run my thumb along the bottom of her lip, her lips wet from the shower water coming down on us, she proceeds to bite down hard on my thumb, that’s when I lost control

I thrust harder into her as I’m so fucking turned on and that bite of my thumb made me crazy, “Alexander-r-r-r” she screams out as her nails dig in deeper, she is losing her breath and I’m loving the fact that it’s all because of me, she clenches her pussy tighter around me, that’s the moment I knew that my angel was starting to climax

Sienna’s POV

The second time around the pain is minimal, the pleasure I was feeling outweighed it a hundred to one, I’m so incredibly aroused as I look up and down at the fucking drop dead gorgeous man who is naked having sex with me at this very moment and to top it off…… he loves me

I couldn’t believe he said he loves me, I honestly didn’t expect it, I guess knowing that we can’t be together I never thought about love, I didn’t want to, I didn’t want to have my heart broken

I snap out of it as I feel myself start to climax, fuck I want to yell his name out at the top of my lungs it felt so good, he was staring at my face intensely as his thumb trails my lips, I don’t know what came over me but I bit down hard on his thumb, I just needed something in my mouth to hold in my orgasmic screams

As I start to suck and bite on his thumb he starts to thrust harder into me, I was losing my mind as I start climaxing fast, I knew I didn’t have long left

 I scream out his name again as I feel myself tighten around him, I’m completely breathless as I enter the final stages of my climax, seconds later I’m hit with an intense orgasm that rips through my body

I’m looking straight into Alexander eyes as he watches me cum all over him, I see his eyes roll to the back of his head as he lets out a boisterous groan as he fills me up, his cock jolting inside me as I feel every last bit of him

I wrap my arms around his neck as I throw my head on his shoulder gasping for air, he slowly moves out of me and lowers me down onto the ground, he places feather light kisses on my forehead as he takes in deep breaths

“Fuck Sienna, how do you make me feel this way?” he asks, I didn’t really how to answer him “I guess I’m just an excellent fuck”  I say to him, I always use humor as a defensive mechanism, it helps me get away with a lot, he lets out a huge laugh and shakes his head

“Well, yes you’re excellent in that area, but you’re more then that, so much more” he sighs, we both start to look a bit awkward not knowing how to proceed “I’ll let you finish up in here” he says to me giving me a quick peck on the lips before wrapping a towel around his waist and moving back to the bedroom  

As I rub the body wash all over me I start to think about everything, I couldn’t ask him to come to New York with me, he just fixed his relationship with Brandon, it wouldn’t be right to ask him to walk away from that after so long and I knew I couldn’t stay in California and not go to Columbia, I know I’d regret it for the rest of my life if I didn’t go

After I wash down my body I move out of the shower, I dry myself off and place on some clean underwear I had kept in one of the draws

I move out of the bathroom and see Alexander laying down in bed, I look at his face and it’s mixed with contentment and sadness, I wish we could just enjoy this night without overthinking everything, it was consuming both of us

I slowly walk over to Alexander smirking at him as I see his eyes become fixated on my breasts, this bra was always a winner, I lower myself onto him as without moving the blanket off him yet, I want to reassure him, I want him to know just how much he means to me, I need to make this more loving then sexual

I kiss him gently, softly, I feel his hand slowly move down my body as his fingertips run down my skin, his other hand is cupping my face, as we continue to kiss I started to get chills, the connection I felt with Alexander right now was so strong and powerful, I could feel his love for me pulsating through my body, this was the moment, the moment I knew that I love him too

The way I felt right now I had no doubt it was love, there was nothing overly sexual happening but I felt him inside me, inside my veins, inside my bones, inside my heart

I break our kiss as I look into his bright blue eyes, I run the back of my fingers down his face, it was now or never….”I love you too Alexander” I whisper to him, he smiles back at me as he brings my face closer to his “You’ll always be mine Sienna even if we’re not together and I’ll always be yours, forever” he words end with a deep passionate kiss

I wasn’t very experienced when it came to love or relationships or sex but what I did know was that no one would ever make me feel the way Alexander has made me feel, My Alexander. My Love.

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Alexander’s POV

I look up at her beautiful face, her cheeks rosy and her eyes fierce as she continues to get grind up against me, my mind was thinking about if I should tell her how I feel, would it even matter though? We only have tonight together and what if I tell her and it freaks her out, that will ruin everything

I decide to shake off my stupid school boy emotions and focus on making love to this amazing woman, I start to place small kisses on her beautiful breasts that are staring at me, her pink nipples hard, her soft silk skin covered in goosebumps, every single part of her was turning me on

I grab Sienna by her plump ass and move her down onto the bed, I place both my hands on each side of her panties and slowly pull them off her, “How are you feeling Si?” I look up at her smirking as I unbuckle my belt and take off the rest of my clothes

“Nervous…. excited…anxious….aroused” she giggles looking slightly shy “Try and relax as much as possible, that way you will enjoy it more, I promise to be as gentle as I can but first I’m going to get you ready for me” I say as I open up her legs a little bit more and move my face down on her

I could see she was already wet, I place my fingers on her lips as I open her open more, it was perfect, pink, wet, untouched

My tongue starts to gently lick her needy clit, I wanted her to be highly aroused so that her first time could be amazing and hopefully orgasmic

I hear her moan gently, I move my tongue closer to her entrance as she becomes drenched, I place my tongue inside her as she let’s out a sharp gasp, I start to gain some rhythm with my tongue as I place my finger just outside her clit rubbing gently in a circular motion 

“Ooooh Alexander, that feels so good, arghhh” she is panting and moaning hard, I wanted to make her cum right now but I wanted to give her the best chance possible to cum during sex so I pull out of her 

I move up her body staying between her legs, my cock connects with her wet clit and it sends me crazy, I’m so damn hard I feel like I’m going to burst out of my skin 

“Should I get a condom out?” I don’t want to kill the mood but I have to ask “I’m on the pill, I’d prefer my first time to be raw if that’s okay with you?” she ask nervously

I smile down at her beautiful innocent face as I place my lips onto hers, her kisses start off nervous as she knows what’s about to happen but after a while they turn passionate, deep and needy, I knew now was the time, now was the time to make her mine

I slowly enter her, she is extremely wet and tight, as soon as my head is inside her she let’s out a short sharp gasp and throws her head up

“Relax as much as possible baby, this will start to feel good very soon” I say to her as I continue to place my raging cock inside her inch by inch

I get half of myself in her before I pull out and go back in again, this time going in a little bit further then before, I can see she is tense “Are you doing okay Sienna?” I ask her concerned

She nods “It feels good but just hurts a bit, I can feel you stretching me” she whimpers, I move my lips down on her neck moving back up to her lips, I’m so close to having all of myself inside her, I can feel her starting to relax a bit

I was doing everything I could not to blow, honestly it had been a while since I had sex and I was so turned on by her and her virginal pussy that I could have blown after the second stroke but I had to focus on her, I must make this amazing for her because she will never forget her first time

We start to get a good pace going, she lifts up her knees slightly so I could go slightly deeper inside her, fuck I felt like I was going insane, I’ve never felt pleasure like this before, this woman was making me lose my mind, I grab her face and kiss her beautiful lips, I lightly grip her neck as I start to fight off my orgasm, I know I was going to cum so hard inside my beautiful Sienna

Sienna’s POV

As his tongue teased my pussy I became so aroused, I didn’t care about the pain I just wanted him inside me and to give me the most intense orgasm possible, being my first time I knew that might not happen but I had no doubt in my mind that Alexander would be an amazing lover and so far I wasn’t wrong about that

I was starting to climax when he pulled his tongue out of me, he quickly moved up my body and I felt him at my entrance, I wiggled my body slightly to creep him closer in, I wanted it so badly now

As he moved inside me I felt a bit of pain, he was well endowed and I was fucking tight, I can feel my muscles try to adjust to him, my wetness completely covering him now

He starts to move in and out of me, each time filling me up more, we start to get in rhythm with each other and I start to relax my body, this was starting to feel better then I could have ever imagined  

Our passion was intense, the way he grabbed my face as his lips move from my neck to my lips, his teeth pulling down on my lower lip, I was in heaven with him, just the two of us

I lift my knees up as I want him closer to me, deeper in me, I grabbed his hair and pulled him closer to me as I let out a loud moan “Alexander, arghhh, arghhhhhhhhhh” I yell out, my breathing was so heavy, I thought I was about to have a heart attack

As soon as I yell out his named in a fit of passion our pace increases, I was quickly climaxing “Alexander, I’m so fucking close, arghhh” I whimper out, he buries his face in my neck as he sucks down hard, his breathing also erratic

“Sienna, I’m going to cum so hard into your tight little pussy” a second later I feel his cock twitch as I feel his warm seed explode inside me, it was at this point that my orgasm takes over my whole body as I grip his hair and yell out his name one last time

We both collapse into each other with both of us letting out a small chuckle, fuck I’m sore but it was so worth it, the way Alexander made me feel was indescribable, how am I meant to only have tonight with him? I want this over and over again, this made me feel alive, the bolt of pleasure that rushed through my body as I came was addictive, I want it again and again

“Sienna, that was so incredible, fuck baby girl you’re amazing in every single way, are you doing okay?” he softly kisses my swollen cheeks moving down to my neck

“Absolutely, that felt so good Alexander, I mean yeah I’m pretty sore but it was more than worth it” I smile at him

He wraps me up in a big hug as he moves me on top of him, he pulls me in even closer to him so my face is resting on his neck as he intertwines his fingers with mine

“I hope you know how special you’re to me Si” he looks back at me with a serious look on his face, I nod “I think so, I think we feel the same way about each other?” I reply

Alexander’s POV

I can’t believe I just made love to Sienna, even my honeymoon with Kate didn’t feel like this, not even close, honestly how do I just walk away from her tomorrow?

I don’t know if Sienna loves me, I feel like my feelings might be more intense, I love her and I want her to be happy so I need to let her live her life and hopefully one day she comes back to me, back when we might be more accepted when she feels more fulfilled 

Having her lay on my body was soothing to me, I just wanted her as close as possible, she was my angel and I wanted to remember her this way for forever

“I think I need to have a shower” she whispers into my ear as she lightly nibbles on my ear, mmm fuck that felt good “Baby you’re not going anywhere without me tonight” I tell her as I raise my eyebrow, I lift her up and move us to the bathroom, she wraps her arms around my neck and places her head down on my shoulder, I need to take care of my angel, fuck, I’d take care of her for the rest of my life if she’d let me

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Sienna’s POV

“Alexander…. You’re…. What….” I couldn’t put a proper sentence together I was completely shocked, he looks at me and chuckles to himself “Take a seat next to me Si” he smirks

I sit down still looking at him with disbelief, “I’ll explain everything after the ceremony” he turns his head telling me smiling as his takes my hand in his “It’s about to start….”

We watched as Jean-Marc arrived looking nervous but excited, he couldn’t wipe the smile off his face, Scarlet arrived shortly after, they couldn’t take their eyes off each other, it was clear that we were witnessing true love in front of us, I had a slight tinge of jealously of their love but was so happy for my beautiful cousin

After the ceremony was over everyone headed downstairs to the reception area however we stayed on the rooftop for a bit longer

I watch as Alexander peered over the side looking out over New York “Beautiful city isn’t it?” he says to me “Absolutely, it will be my home soon” I reply, he swiftly turn his head to me “You got in to Columbia?” he asks excitedly, I nod “Aw I’m so happy for you Si” he wraps me up in a big hug eventually loosening it so he can look down at my face

“Si, I’m here because I can’t get you out my mind, I feel like things are so unfinished with us, I promised Brandon I’d leave you alone and your Father would kill me if he ever found out and now you’re moving to New York, I guess us being together is out of the question but we have tonight Sienna, just you and me tonight, I just want to be with you, just hold you in my arms, kiss you one last time, not having you as mine kills me but tonight…. tonight you’re mine” he looks deep into my eyes with a slight look of sadness 

My eyes fill with tears, I know he’s right but it pains me to know we can’t be together, he places his hand on my face “Please don’t be upset Si, I want us to have a night we’ll never forget” he leans down and places a feather light kiss on my lips, my body tingled as his lips connected with mine

“Let’s go downstairs and join everyone else” he says reaching out his hand for me, I took it in mine never wanting to let it go

The reception venue was so beautiful, it was such a romantic setting for our last night together, we sat together drinking and laughing, after a few drinks we got up to dance, he place one hand on my waist and the other hand in mine while I place my mine spare hand on his shoulder, I lower my head on his shoulder as I grab hold of him, I wanted to drink him in, his smell, his touch, I never wanted this night to end

As the song finishes we take our seat as the speeches are about to start, I sat and listened to Jean-Marc pour his heart out to Scarlet and I wondered how they got to this point, his words so beautiful, I couldn’t help but shed a tear “What an amazing love they have” Alexander whispers to me, it was good to know that sentiment didn’t go past him

After a while I finally got a chance to speak to Scarlet “This was such a beautiful wedding, I’m so happy you’ve found such love Scar” I say as I embrace her “Thank you Sienna, It’s been the most amazing day, I couldn’t dream of anything better! So I have to ask who is that very handsome man you’re with? honestly he is the second most handsome guy here after Jean of course” we both laugh

“Um… well it’s complicated” I say to her nervously “Because he’s older?” Scarlet asks “Not just that, a few other things also” I reply “But you like him… a lot yes?” I took a deep breath looking over at Alexander “Too much” I tell her “Sienna, at times I didn’t think Jean and I would get to this point, we had to face a lot of hurdles in our way but I think if two people are meant to be together then you have to make it work, you sometimes have to fight for your love and if some people can’t accept it then maybe they aren’t meant to be in your life” I nod at her words, I knew they were true but we both had so much to lose

“Sorry do you mind if I steal my wife away for a moment?”Jean comes up asking me as his wraps his arms around Scarlet, I smile “No problem, thank you for inviting us, we’ve had the best time”

“He’s a nice guy that Alexander, a keeper for sure” Jean says to me as Scarlet leans back to kiss him “Come on cupid, you’re needed elsewhere” Scarlet tells him as I watch them walk off together just deliriously happy 

“What an incredible couple, perfect for each other” I hear from behind me as I feel an arm snake around my waist, I turn around to face Alexander “Do you want to go back to my room now?” I ask him excited yet anxiously “I’ve been waiting to hear those words all night Si” he smiles 

Once in the elevator Alexander starts to trail kisses along my neck and shoulders while his hands are placed on my lower back his fingers start moving down lower and lower

“Sienna, I need you to know that I don’t expect anything to happen tonight that you’re not ready for, I just want to have you in my arms” he brushes my hair back placing it behind my ear as he cups my face in his hands, his words, his actions, all made my decision simple, tonight I wanted to give him all of myself 

“I want you to make love to me tonight, I want to experience my first time with you, I know you’ll be gentle and loving while giving my body ultimate pleasure” I say gently to him as my fingers twirl in his, his eyes immediately turn hungry, he was looking at me like I was a meal and he hadn’t eaten in a week “I’ll make sure you never forget tonight Sienna, I’ll give you everything you deserve, your dreams of us won’t even come close to what you’ll feel tonight” he growls into my ear as his hand wanders up my leg tugging at panties, I gulp hard as I start to get wet

We finally get to our floor making our way quickly to the room, as soon as we’re inside he shuts to door and pins me up against the wall, he pins down my hand as he attacks my lips and neck, his other hand working on pulling down the side zipper on my dress

I could feel his hardness up against me, it was getting bigger and harder by the second, his lips were wild, they wanted to be too many places at once, I became deeply aroused, I wanted this man so much

Alexander’s POV

The second I saw her tonight she took my breath away, even though we had a lot of fun at the wedding I just wanted to be alone with her, our time is so limited and I know I’m being selfish but my need for her took over everything else, we had to have our closure tonight, we both knew this was a night to remember, we’ll never get to be like this again 

I didn’t come here expecting to sleep with Sienna but when she told me she wanted to it sent me into overdrive, I couldn’t hold back anymore, I wanted to unleash these thoughts and feelings that have been pent up inside my mind for months

My animalistic urges kicked in as soon as we entered the hotel room, I pinned her up against the wall, if it wasn’t her first time I would have ripped off her panties and had her there and then

I tell myself to slow down and savor her, savor the moment, I lower her down from the wall as I take her hand and guide her to the bed

“Come here Si, sit on my lap” I groan as I look her up and down, she looks down at me and smiles as she finishes what I started, unzipping her dress as I watch it fall to the floor, she steps out of it as I admire her sexy thin black lingerie and her perfect womanly body, fuck those curves have me salivating

She walks over to me slowly keeping her heels on, she lowers herself into me as her legs hook over mine, my hands wanted to touch her all over and she gently rocks her hips back and forth on me

I’ve never been harder then this moment right now, I can’t believe she’s about to give herself to me, my hands lightly touch her perfect full peachy ass as my fingers tug at her pantie line, my lips move onto her neck, she tastes amazing as I suck down hard, every part of me wants her so badly

I flick off her bra as her firm perky breasts bounce out, she is making me feel wild, my arousal level is at an all time high, I can’t sleep tonight, no actually I won’t  sleep tonight because I need have her for every second that I can, I’ve never felt this way about a woman before, my desire for her is out of control and it wasn’t just physical, I’ve fallen in love with Sienna

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