Owen’s POV

My blood was boiling and I was completely filled with rage, how could he do this? she was half his fucking age, I can’t understand this at all, I know he got divorced which probably brings on a mid life crisis but why does he have to take it out on my daughter? I grip the steering wheel hard as my knuckles turn bright red, right now I feel like I could wrap my hands around his neck and choke him with my bare hands

I was heading home to grab a few things before going straight to New York, I’m guessing that’s where he is right now, I need to confront both of them

As I pull up in the drive way I see my boss calling me “Hey, this isn’t a good time, can I call you back?” I say “No you can’t! I have half the fucking crew down with the flu and I have 247 passengers waiting to go to Tokyo, I need you to come in NOW” he yells “I can’t, I have a personal situation I have to take care of” I tell him desperately

“Either come in now or never come in again, up to you Owen” ugh what a fucking asshole “Fine, I’ll come now but once I’m back I need a week off to sort some shit out” 

Alexander’s POV

I had to fly out later today and takes James’ family back to California, Sienna was going to take a separate flight back to New York

We only had hours left together and I didn’t want to spend it outside in the freezing cold, I just wanted to be in her arms staying close to her until we had to leave, we’d spent the last 4 days in in New York and Toronto and it was amazing, we were becoming inseparable, I don’t know how I can go back to not seeing her for weeks at a time

“Baby, come closer and kiss me” she requests, I move up from her hips where my head was resting and crawl up to her “Hmmm you didn’t say where to kiss you Si” I smirk at her kissing in between her beautiful breasts 

I start to kiss all over her body as she giggles and squirms, it was obvious that she was very ticklish at this moment

“Alllexxannndeerr why must you tease me?” she cries out losing her breath from laughing so hard “I can’t help it Si, I can’t help but touch you all over, I crave you even when you’re next to me, I can never get enough” I growl into her ear biting down on it

We make love for the final time in Toronto, it was passionate and intense, our skin was covered in goosebumps the entire time and our bodies continued to tingle long after we achieve our release together, I didn’t want to remove myself from her, I didn’t want this to be our last time until who knows when, I wanted her for so much longer

After a shower together we get dressed and wait for the cab to take us to the airport “Thank you for taking me to Toronto, I’ve had the most amazing time with you” Sienna whispers into my ear as her arms are around my neck and chest as I lean back into her

“I’m so glad you came baby girl, I want you to know that once I’ve sorted some shit out back home I’ll come back to New York as soon as I can, I’m going to miss you like crazy Si” I say to her trying to not get choked up 

“Please come back to me as soon as you can, you know I should be in my own apartment the next time I see you, I want you to bring some of your things to leave at my place just so you don’t have to live out of a bag and so I can feel like you’re close to me, I’m also going to admit to you now that I’m going to sleep in your clothes” I laugh at her admission but I soon stop when I hear her sniffling knowing tears aren’t far away “I’ll bring some stuff for your apartment baby”

We both turn as we hear the room phone ring, it’s probably reception telling us our cab is here, we just watch it ring neither of us wanting to get up or be apart, it rings out but rings back straight away, I eventually get up and answer it, the cab was here

Our cab ride to the airport was silent, we’re both looking out the window not talking but our hands are connected, she placed a tight grip on mine, it was heartbreaking

Sienna’s stop was first as we arrive at the commercial flight terminal, I get out of the cab to help her with her bag and say goodbye to my beautiful girlfriend

“Sienna, I love you so much, I’ll be back as soon as I can I promise” I place my hand on her face ensuring she stays close “Baby, I’m going to miss you so much, I don’t want to be without, I love you” she replies, breaking down into my chest, her tears falling hard

“It won’t always be like this Sienna, it won’t always be this hard, I know one day we will be together every single day and this will feel like a distant memory” I say bringing her face up from my chest placing my lips down on hers

Her pink lips were salty from her tears but mixed with her usual sweetness, it was such an intoxicating kiss I didn’t want to stop

I see Sienna pull away “I guess I don’t want to miss my flight, there is only so many handsome pilots willing to give me a ride home” she smirks as I laugh “I love you Sienna” I say as she walks away “I love you too Alexander, always and forever” she replies looking back, I watch her until she disappears from view

I meet up with James and his family as I complete my pre flight safety checks and start up the plane “Oh you look like a man who got up to no good the last few days” James says to me laughing “Well…. it was well overdue” I reply smirking, he laughs heading back down to the end of the plane

As I fly us all back to California I start thinking about how much Sienna and I fooled around the past few days, I was deprived for so long and it was like years and years of sexual frustration was all coming out at once, I know I was maybe a bit too full on at times but I really couldn’t help it, she drives me wild

I had a few different fantasies that I wanted to explore and once Sienna gets more comfortable with sex I’d really like to explore these with her and in return I’d be open to do anything she wanted as well, I wasn’t lying to her when I said I was naughty, I just hope I don’t take it too far one day and freak her out

Sienna’s POV

I arrive safely in New York and head back home, I open the apartment to see Betty in the kitchen “Sienna darling, you’re back!” she smiles coming over to hug me “Oh you just missed Scarlet, she wants you to call her when you’re settled in” I nod, Aunt Betty and I sat down and chatted about our Christmas breaks, I felt closer to Betty than my own Mother at times, it was very obvious to me that Betty was Dad’s sister 

“Switzerland is such a beautiful country and now it’s even more special knowing my grandchild was conceived there” she smiles, fuck too much information, I swear was there anything they didn’t tell each other?

After we’ve caught up chatting I grab my bag and head to my room “Um Sienna… one final thing?” Betty mutters out nervously, “Sure, what is it?” I reply as she walks over to me “There’s never going to be an easy time to tell Owen but you have to, the longer you keep it from him the more it will hurt, trust me, I was in that position” 

I hang my head down feeling so fucking guilty “I know Aunt Betty, I just don’t want to ruin their friendship, I know Dad will be crushed and I don’t want to lose the relationship I have with my Father, he’s always been so proud of me, I’d hate to lose that” I tell her as tears roll down my face “He will understand, if not right away he will eventually” Betty says rubbing my back as I sob into her

I look down at my phone to see Scarlet calling, I wipe my eyes as I answer “Hello?” I hear a very excited Scarlet on the end of the line, she tells me that the tenant of the apartment I was moving into has already left and I can move in straight away, it was probably best I move now before college starts which is in a few days time but fuck I’d miss living with Aunt Betty in her beautiful penthouse 

Scarlet’s POV (yes that’s right Scarlet!!)

I was beyond excited for Sienna to be gaining her independence, Jean and I wanted to help so we decided to furnish her apartment as a surprise, I love decorating so much and the baby’s room couldn’t be finished as we don’t know the gender yet “Fleur you know we shouldn’t go overboard with her apartment, we should keep it simple, I mean what if she doesn’t like it?” Jean says to me as we’re driving to the furniture store

“How could she not love her pregnant cousin’s wonderful taste and style?” I ask him slightly annoyed, I was full of pregnancy hormones and was super sensitive, I see him nod his head “Yes good point, it will be perfect”  he smiles as he places his eyes back on the road

I cross my arms and keep my eyes looking out the window, after a while Jean places his hand on my stomach “Can’t wait to meet you little one, just wait until you see how beautiful your Mother is” he says, immediately all my annoyance is gone because he’s the cutest fucking father to be and it makes my heart melt

“Can you please pull over to the side behind those trees?” I say to him “Are you feeling sick Fleur?” he asks concerned as he pulls over to the side, I unbuckle my seat belt “Actually the opposite” I tell him raising my eyebrow as I move onto his lap “I want you husband” I growl into his ear nibbling on it “Oh you’re in trouble now Wifey” he replies gently moving me to the back seat as we start kissing passionately, I’m so madly in love with my husband

Sienna’s POV

Today was moving day, I had stayed up all night packing up my things however it occurred to me I had no furniture to put in this damn apartment

I got in touch with a rental company that can loan out furniture for a short period of time but they couldn’t deliver till Monday, until then I had a really thick sleeping bag that could be used as a bed and I had Netflix on my phone to keep me entertained

Jean and Scarlet arrive and help me with my things, well actually Jean helped me, he kept telling Scarlet she wasn’t allowed cause she was pregnant, I give Betty a final hug goodbye and thank her for everything, I leave her a small gift on the table as a token of my appreciation 

We take the short car ride downtown to the apartment complex which was now closer to college, I was on the 12th Floor, apartment 12A, I took it as a good sign that my apartment had my love’s initial on it

I walk in and I’m completely floored, the apartment was much nicer in person than the pictures they showed me and it was so spacious for a one bedroom apartment “I thought you guys said the tenants had moved out?” I asked them “We did” they both reply “Oh.. okay, um so when are they picking up their stuff?” I ask “They already have” again both replying at the same time

My blonde roots must have been coming through because I didn’t understand what was going on “We furnished your apartment!!” Scarlet screams out, I was fucking gobsmacked “What?? noooo this is too much, I can’t” I stutter in complete shock

“Do you love it?” Scarlet asks jumping up and down “It’s so beautiful and just completely stunning, you’re both way too good to me” I say as I hug them both with a hard lump in my throat so touched by their generosity 

“So does the apartment come with the dog?” I ask as I see an older small dog sitting on the couch as they both laugh “Actually no, he’s with us, we’re dog sitting until next week but he loves sitting on the couch” Scarlet replies

Jean starts to bring in some of my boxes of clothes and personal items, I offered to help but he wanted me to stay and keep Scarlet entertained so we sit down with Rex the dog and I tell her about everything that happened with Alexander

“So what’s going to happen to Jillian now?” Scarlet asks me and I shrug “I don’t know, Alexander was going to try and look for another way to help her but I think he’s a bit stuck for ideas” I tell her

I watch her eyes following Jean around the room until he leaves to go downstairs to get another box, she moves in closer and starts whispering very quickly almost like she’s in a panic “Okay, I know someone, a lawyer and he’s a fucking amazing lawyer, one of his specialties is immigration law, he’s based in New York but I’m sure he would know someone in California that could help, I’ll write down his name and law firm for you but under no circumstances are you allowed to tell anyone I sent you to him or I will have to kill you” Scarlet’s eyes were wide and kind of scary, I just nod and agree with her

After Scarlet and Jean left I start to unpack my things and after a while I decide to take a break, I end up calling this guy’s law firm, I knew it could takes weeks or months to even get an appointment with a high profile lawyer, I call his office number and a nice receptionist takes down my details “May I ask how you heard about us?” she says to me “My cousin Scarlet Laurent referred me actually” I tell her, she took a few more details off me before we ended the call

After I hang up the phone I started to freak out, fuck Scarlet told me not to tell anyone she referred me, surely she only meant people we know like Betty and Jean, the receptionist didn’t count right? fuck I hope so 

I started to open some more boxes but stop when I hear my phone ring, looking down I see it’s an unknown but local number “Hello?” I answer “How far are you from W 108th and Broadway?” He says “Um… sorry I think you’ve got the wrong number” I reply confused “Sienna right? No I haven’t got the wrong number, you just call my office, so I’ll ask again how far are you from that address?” he asks getting impatient

“Um maybe 10 minutes at most?”I reply “Meet me there in 15 at Absolute Bagels, don’t keep me waiting” he snaps as he hangs up the phone, what the fuck was that? I throw on any old clothes I could find and race out the door, as I’m rushing to the address I text Alexander and ask him to email me the immigration docs Jillian had shown him before so I could show the lawyer

I get there in under 10 minutes, I realize I don’t even know what this guy looks like but he’s a high flying lawyer who is cocky as all fuck so he should stand out

As I wait in front of the bakery I notice a very well dressed man getting out of a car, he walks or should I say struts straight up to me with a cocky smirk on his face removing his shades “Sienna Hazelwood?” I nod “Yes, thank you so much for meeting me Mr.Black, it’s a pleasure to meet you” I reply shaking his hand just trying to be polite “Please call me Damon and the pleasure is all mine” he smirks

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Mwahaha! Yes that’s right all my French Tutor fans Damon is backkkkk!! The question is will he behave himself or get up to his old tricks?

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Alexander’s POV

“Sure Dad, what’s going on?” Brandon asks me, I let out a deep breath before proceeding “I told Jillian tonight that I can’t go through with the wedding and she didn’t take it well, I’m guessing she’s heading back to our place to get her things, would you be able to stay in the house for a few days until I get back just to ensure the house doesn’t burn down or something?” I ask hating to impose on my son due to my personal problems

“Yeah no problem, I’ll drag Zara along with me and I’ll call you once she arrives” Brandon replies, it seemed like it was no trouble at all for him, It put my mind at easy knowing Brandon would be there, I’m not materialistic but there is definitely a few items in the house I’d hate to lose, sentimental items

“I know we’ve never had a decent talk about it and I also know now isn’t the time but you’re well aware that I am way too young to be a Grandfather and you know how to prevent this happening?” I say to him, I don’t mind his girlfriend staying over but fuck If I found out I was going to be a Grandfather at 38 I think I’d have a heart attack 

He let’s out huge laugh “God Dad, please no need for discussion, well aware of how to prevent it and both Zara and I are big fans of prevention okay?” he tries to assure me “Speaking of beautiful women, how is Sienna going?” he asks me, it’s weird for him to ask that after everything that’s happened but now that Sienna are I are together I guess I’m going to have to get use to it

“She’s good, sleeping at the moment but she’s happy” I say to him as I walk back looking into the bedroom, she was so angelic just slowly breathing in and out, her heavenly body covered in multiple blankets 

“Well good to hear Dad, you know I’d kill you if you hurt her, I trust you not to do that” He tells me “You have my word Brandon” I reply “Good, well I’ll let you get some sleep and I’ll call you once I’m at the house and she arrives” 

“Thank you again son, I really appreciate it, I’ll see you in a few days, take care and goodnight” After the call ended I look down at my phone smiling, I don’t know how I ended up having such a great relationship with Brandon and getting his blessing for Sienna and I to be together, I got so damn lucky because both were so important to me, the two most important people in my life

I crawl back into bed wrapping my arms around her petite waist “mmm don’t leave again handsome” she moans in a groggy tone obviously half asleep “Never again baby, never again” I whisper to her kissing her forehead

Morning arrives and I wake up before her, she’s still peacefully asleep, I can’t help but admire her beautiful features, her soft pink pouty lips, her milky soft skin that feels like silk, her long dark locks draped on her shoulders and her little perky erect nipples shown off perfectly in her short silk nightie 

Fuck I was getting so worked up looking at her that I had to have her right now, I move under the covers and gently open up her legs, lucky for me she wasn’t wearing any panties, I open up her legs further so there is enough room for my head to move in

My lips now close to her beautiful bare pink center, I place my hands on her hips so I can keep control of her as I know she’ll jump once I’m inside her

I place my tongue on her clit and start to build up the strokes, each stroke getting wider and deeper “mmmm” I hear slip out of her mouth, I push my tongue further inside her which makes her jolt “Alexander, oohhh fucckk, what are you doing?” she blurts out, she was both shocked and aroused 

“Having breakfast” I reply as I move off the blankets so she can watch me eat her out and I can watch her face as I bring her to orgasm 

“Oooohhhh arghhh” she moans out as I see her body squirm, her breathing getting heavier as each second goes by, my tongue now deep inside her as I pin her hips down 

I move one of my hands to the front of her pussy to increase the stimulation, soon after she starts to climax “Let me taste it baby, let it take over your body Si” I continue to work on her with my tongue and fingers as she starts gasping for air “Alexanderrrrr I’m so close”

I keep up the intensity as she starts to orgasm, her pleasurable moans and screams filling up the hotel room, I love watching her cum knowing it’s because of me, fuck nothing turns me on more

She’s still recovering but I couldn’t wait another second, I place my hard erection inside immediately feeling her warm tightness all over, I lift up her nightie and throw it away so I could play with her bouncy breasts 

I wanted this session of our love making to be slow and sensual, I wanted to be as deep inside my beautiful girlfriend as possible, I grab her hand and her fingers lock into mine, her teeth pulling the skin on my shoulder as she lifts up her legs letting me further into her

“This feels so amazing Alexander, you’re so deep in me baby I can feel you” she moans out, I remove my lips from her neck as I place a hand on her face looking into her eyes, I watch her react to each deep thrust and I couldn’t hold back my words anymore “I love you so much Sienna, I’m yours forever, you’re my everything” I throw my lips down on hers

In this moment I felt so connected to her but in a way it was frightening because it was so strong, it shook me to my core, I’d never come close to feeling this way about anyone else, there is now no doubt that Sienna was my end game

“I love you Alexander, only you forever” as her words escape her lips her nails dig further into my back as she reaches orgasm, I take a few seconds after her to find my own, it was fucking amazing

Sienna’s POV

We really were making up for lost time, my body is sore for all our intense love making but I couldn’t say no I wanted it just as much as him, after we both find our release I take a few seconds than swiftly get up and head to the shower, I love being physical with him but I hadn’t left the hotel room yet and I wanted to explore the city

Moments later he joins me in the shower “You have to behave naughty man, I want to go out and see the city” he smirks at me “No problem, I can behave Si” he says lightly kissing my lips and to my surprise he did 

An hour later we were outside in the freezing cold, it was Toronto in January so when I say it was freezing cold it was literally that but we still made the most of it checking out the main city, stopping for lunch and even watching an ice hockey game 

Once back at the hotel I make my way straight to the bathtub “I’m going to have a hottest bath possible” I tell Alexander as he laughs, every part of me was so damn cold apart from my right hand that was kept in his the whole time we were out

“Don’t forget about our date tonight Si, I’m picking you up at 7pm” he smirks, I laugh as I throw some bath bubbles in his direction “Oh baby, you don’t have to pick me up, I could meet you there or pick you up myself, I don’t want to put you out” I say to him sarcastically 

“Now you’re in trouble” he says as he strips off his clothes and jumps in the bath with me and starts tickling me “Nooooo please, I’m sorry” I beg as I lose my breath from laughing so hard

7pm comes around and I’m nearly done getting ready, “Baby, I’ll be back soon” I hear Alexander shout from the other room, I go out to see him but he’s already gone, confused I go back into the bathroom however 15 minutes later I hear a knock on the door

I go to answer it and see Alexander standing there with a bunch of red roses, bits of snow all over his body fuck he must be freezing but what a damn cute gesture

“Good Evening Sienna, I’m here to pick you up for our first date…oh and I got these for you” I laugh at his silliness “Thank you they’re beautiful, shall we get going?” I already had my coat and scarf on prepared for the cold weather 

We head downstairs to an awaiting car and make a short ride uptown to a cute little Italian restaurant, he knew Italian was my favorite so it’s obvious he’s trying to make this first date perfect and I appreciate the effort so far

“Let me take your coat Si” he growls in my ear slowly removing it “Fucking hell, that’s it we’re going back to the hotel right now” he says as he looks me up and down “We need to eat baby” I say to him “Seriously Sienna, you’re so beautiful, I’m breathless” he wraps his arms around my waist placing a soft kiss on my neck “Fuck and you smell amazing Si, god I so badly want you right now” I grab both his hands looking into his eyes “Well you’re the most handsome man I’ve ever seen and tonight more so than ever before” I reply to him looking into his piercing blue eyes

After Alexander hangs up our coats we’re shown to our table, it’s up against the window with a few candles and some little flowers sitting in the middle, it was sweet and beautiful just like my man

I order a beautiful creamy gnocchi followed by a delicious tiramisu that we shared, the food was incredible and as we were in Canada I was able to ordered some wine with dinner but after a few glasses it was going to my head and I was slightly tipsy 

“Sienna, I need to get you back to the hotel, I can’t sit opposite you any longer without having my way with you” he smirks, his naughty words arousing me 

After playing the bill we get into the same awaiting car and head back to the hotel, all the while his hands are all over my body “You know Alexander, most first dates are fairly innocent and don’t lead to anything afterwards” I say to him testing his willpower “Well I’m treating this just like a first date so maybe a small kiss at the end of the night but that’s all” he replies as he keeps his hands now to himself 

I break into laughter “Yeah right, you expect me to believe that nothing with happen tonight apart from maybe a small kiss?” I ask him as he nods, I shake my head in amusement

We walk back to the room and before he opens the door he leans into me “Thank you for a wonderful first date Sienna, I’d really like to see you again if possible” he smiles while I try to be serious just like him “I’d really like that Alexander” he kisses my lips softly and sweetly, it was a perfect first date kiss

Back in the room he sits down on the couch and puts on the TV paying me no attention, I knew what he was doing, he wanted to prove that he had willpower and I wanted to break it

I move onto his lap without notice taking him by surprise “Baby can you see if I have a bite on my lower neck?” I say seductively with my hands trailing from my neck to my breasts

He hands move onto my ass as he looks at my neck “Can’t see anything” he replies “Maybe take a closer look?” I say as I thrust my lap into his as I lower my face and chest down to be closer to him

I can feel he’s getting hard and I knew it wouldn’t be long till he cracked “Sorry still can’t see anything” he replies smirking, I undo my dress which ties up around my neck, the silky dress falls down to my hips and silly me neglected to wear a bra tonight “Now with that troublesome dress is out of the way can you see anything yet?” I ask batting my eyes at him

His eyes widen as he looks at my hard erect nipples, I can feel he’s now harder than cement as I slowly rock back and forth of his lap “Oh fuck it!!” he yells out

He throws me down onto the couch ripping off my dress and panties, he then removes his clothes and enters me straight away “You’re damn naughty Sienna, I was going to resist” he moans lightly placing his hand on my throat squeezing “Where is the fun in that Alexander?” I growl 

He flips me over and has me on all fours as he enters me from behind, he grabs onto my ass thrusting harder and harder, it didn’t take long for him to find his release as I find my shortly after, still panting he says to me “Fuck I love how naughty you can be Sienna, you’re perfect for me in every way” later on he carries me to bed and I fall asleep in his muscular arms, what a perfect first date

Brandon’s POV

“Za-Za you’re looking so cute today” I say to her kissing her neck softly “Really Brandon? again?” she sighs, I laugh “What can I say I’m a young man with a shitload of hormones plus I have a super sexy girlfriend” I kiss her sweet lips as I move on top of her, it was at that moment that I hear the front door open 

It took me by surprise and I leap off the couch “Jillian?” I see her walk inside “Oh.. you’re here, um, I’m just here to get my things” she mutters, we were both caught off guard by the other

“Do you want some help?” I ask her “No thank you” she quickly replies, just as expected awkward as hell, I grab out my phone to text Dad telling him she was here 

I try to stay out of her way and not make it obvious that I was keeping an eye on her, it was clear she was upset but it didn’t seem like she was angry or bitter 

I watch her take out a box to her car but didn’t see her come back in the house for a while, I head outside to see what’s going on 

I see her standing by her car talking to Owen, oh fuck this could be really bad, I rush up to her and see her face is full of tears

“He said he’s seeing some woman in New York and that he’s madly in love with her” she cries out barely getting the words out of her mouth, Owen looks down in frustration as he finally realizes what’s been going on, looks back up at me and his face turns red

“Owen, let’s go inside and talk man, I think that’s best for everyone” I say to him calmly but he storms off back to his car “Tell you Dad once I find him he’s fucking dead!!” he shouts out, Jillian looking back at me confused, Fuck what am I meant to do? 

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Uh no this could get ugly! Hope you’re all enjoying the story so far, it’s been heaps of fun to write!

Also for all my French Tutor fans Betty, Scarlet and Jean will be appearing in the next chapter, woo!

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Take care

Starlet x

Sienna’s POV

Hearing the hotel manager say those words made my heart sink, Alexander and I were so blissfully happy lost in our own little world that we forgot about everything else 

“Mr.Rose, she requested to come up to your room to see you” he says, Alexander shaking his head “No, she’s not to come up here or know my room number, please let her know I’ll meet her at the hotel bar shortly, thank you” Alexander words were firm ensuring he understands the seriousness of it all 

I watch the hotel manager give Alexander a nod as he leaves shutting the door behind him, Alexander comes straight over to me “Baby, I’m so sorry, I had no idea she was going to come here” I look to Alexander’s face and I can see he’s frazzled “How did she know you were here?” I ask confused

“I keep a schedule of where I am on the fridge, it was for Brandon, she must have looked and decided to make a surprise visit” he sighs running his fingers through his hair

“Will you tell her tonight that the wedding is off?” I ask him only wanting to hear one answer “Yes baby, of course but I want you to know that I want to keep helping her, I mean I want to find another way for her, I feel like I’m letting her down, she doesn’t deserve to be going through this”

I see him pace up and down the room until he sits down for a moment “Si, I’m not sure how long this will take, I don’t want to reschedule our date but….” I cut him off to spare him the pain of finishing that sentence “It’s okay, we’ll have it tomorrow night”

I see the genuine angst and pain sketched all over his face “Well then, I will also do anything I can to help her and I think I know the right person or persons to talk to” I said smiling as I walk over to him “Remember it’s you and me baby, a million battles together rather than none apart” I say to him as I place my lips on his forehead placing my hand on his face “I’d be so lost without you Sienna, I love you” he whispers 

So I watch the man I love walk out the door to see his fiancé, I know it wasn’t real but it still hurt, I mope around for a bit before doing the only logical thing a girl in my situation could do, I walk over to the bed picking up the room phone “Hello Room Service? Can you please bring up one of every dessert you have on offer? Yes I’m sure, Thank you” 15 minutes later I was blessed with their arrival

Alexander’s POV

Going down in the lift I felt sick, sick about what I just did to Sienna and sick about what I’m about to do to Jillian, I wish I had sorted this out sooner with Jillian but I got caught up with having Sienna back, I meant what I said though, I’ll do anything to help out Jillian, just not marriage

I walk into the bar area of the hotel and see her face immediately, she smiled but I could tell some anxiety was behind that smile 

“Hey Jillian, I didn’t expect to see you here” I say leaning in to give her a kiss on the cheek “I know, I hope you don’t mind, I’m visiting my family and I saw you would be here so I thought I’d come say hello” I can tell she’s nervous about something but I don’t know what yet, I’m the one that should have all the nerves

“Just a hello? or is there something else Jillian?” I ask her straight out seeing if I can read her body language “Well, I saw my parents today and told them about the wedding, they would really like to meet you” she replies playing with the ring on her finger, that was her nervous fidget

“You told them it was a real wedding?” I was perplexed, I didn’t think she’d lied to her parents “Well you lied to Brandon, I just thought we were never going to tell anyone the truth” she harps up “Well actually Brandon knows, he went into my room and saw none of your things there, I couldn’t lied to him anymore” I shrug taking a big mouthful of scotch 

“I’m guessing he’s not very happy” she says timidly, I think she knows this conversation isn’t going to go well “No, he’s not and it got me thinking Jillian” I take her hands in mine as I look into her eyes “I’m sorry but I can’t go through with a fake marriage…. I already had one for so long and I don’t want to give up on one day having a real one” 

I feel her squeeze my hands hard “Please Alexander, give our relationship a proper chance and I’ll show you that we could fall in love with each other” I hear the plea and desperation in her voice and it hurts to do this to her “I’m sorry Jillian, I’m in love with someone else and I’m going to be with her” she immediately releases my hands throwing them back at me

“Jillian, I still want to help you, I’m sure we can find another way” I see her sadness turn into rage and her eyes become dark “I don’t want anything from you …you asshole” she stutters and snaps, I know that was just the anger talking 

“I know you’re upset Jillian but I never lead you on to think this was a real relationship, I never slept with you or made you think otherwise, I know you’re disappointed about the marriage but I had to follow my heart, I’m sorry” I tell her sympathetically

All of a sudden I see Jillian pick up her drink and throw it in my face “You’re just another fucking egotistical wanker who gets off on hurting women” she yells as she storms off 

As I wipe down my face I reappear from the napkin and see the whole bar looking at me, I didn’t care about the humiliation but Jillian was wrong about me and incredibly upset, that’s what hurt the most, I need comfort and a lot of it, I needed to her back to her asap

I head back to our hotel room and honestly I couldn’t get back fast enough, I knew as soon as I saw her the lump in my throat would disappear and my chest would stop aching 

I swipe the card to get into the room and see her standing in the hallway, she was wearing my shirt and her little white panties…nothing else, it was the fucking sexiest thing I had ever seen

“Baby, I need you” I whimper out to her trying to not let my emotions come out too much, she rushes over to me wrapping her arms around me as I lift her up, her legs wrap around me like it was natural, our lips connected quickly and I felt the weight of the world lifting off my shoulders, I was home, she was my home

“Baby, why does your face taste like a vodka martini?” she asks pulling away from my lips, I look down in embarrassment “Oh… oh baby, I’m sorry, listen you’re a good man with a good heart just remember that okay?” she tells me holding my face in her hands softly kissing my lips

“Let me take care of you handsome” she takes my hand and leads me to the bathtub “I want you to have a long soak while I order you some dinner and afterwards naked cuddles in bed” she smirks

I get into the bath as she runs the water for me, the warm water falling hard onto my body was so soothing, I start to relax and instantly feel better, Sienna leans down and places a deep passionate kiss on my lips, her mouth open and warm showing me how much she cares about me “Start to relax my handsome man” she purrs at me, 

“Si, come join me, bring your sexy little butt in here” I smile checking her out as she shakes her head “Nooooo, I have to get you something to eat first, you haven’t eaten in ages” she tells me, I lay my head back and close my eyes, I start to fall into such a state of relaxation that I’m close to falling asleep

I was awaken when I feel her naked body slide onto mine, she places her arms around me pushing me into her soft delicate skin, fuck I’ve never had someone treat me like this before, it was the definition of comfort

I close my eyes as my head is now up against her warm chest and her head placed down on mine, her arms around my neck securing me in place “I love you Alexander” she whispers to me, I open my eyes to make sure this wasn’t some amazing dream, how did I get so lucky that this was now my reality

We continue to kiss and cuddle in the tub for a while until we hear a knock on the door, Sienna jumps up throwing on a robe and answers it “Thank you very much” I hear her say

“Handsome the food is here” she calls out, I throw on some sweats and move to the kitchen “Are you not eating Si?” I ask, she shakes her head “Nah, I was naughty and skipped dinner and went straight to dessert” she smirked

As I ate we just chatted about things we wanted to do over the next few days, I don’t know how she has made all that pain and hurt I was feeling disappear but she has, she never stops amazing me

After dinner we went straight to bed, I needed to make love to her, I craved her touch even though I’ve had it so many times lately, I just wanted more and more

She moves into my lap wrapping her legs around me “Baby you need to lose that robe” I growl in her ear “Patience handsome man” she whispers as she bites down on my bottom lip her teeth softly dragging my lips to her

She told me to be patient but I couldn’t hold back, she may have had a robe on but that was all and access to her beautiful naked body was very easy, I place my finger between her legs to see if she was aroused and my heart started to race when I feel her, she was drenched 

I remove my finger and replace it with my hard cock as I hear her let out a sharp gasp “Alexxanndderrr” fuck I love hearing her moaning out my name 

I grab her hips as I drive her up and down on my lap as my mouth finds her erect nipples, I increase our pace as I feel her start to climax “Yesssssss baby yessssss ohhh” she yells out as her body shakes and shutters, her orgasm takes over and I get my own release holding her hips down as I cum hard inside her

I watch her fall onto the bed gasping for air “Damn you’re good at that handsome man” she chuckles, I kiss her sweet swallow lips and wrap her up in my arms brushing her hair back strand by strand with my fingers “Thank you for making me feel better baby, you’re so amazing and I’m going make tomorrow special for us because you deserve it, I love you Sienna” 

She smiles even though her eyes are starting to get heavy “I love you too handsome” she mutters out as she falls peacefully asleep, I watch her rest for a while before gently getting up out of bed and grabbing my phone while moving into the kitchen 

“Brandon? I need your help with something, do you have time to talk?” I ask

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Sienna’s POV

When Alexander mentioned he was flying out tomorrow I felt my heart break slightly, we had just gotten back together and he already had to leave, I know he had to work but I thought we’d atleast get a few days together

However when he asked me to go to Toronto with him it completely took me by surprise “Wow.. um.. er.. would James and his family be okay with be tagging along?” I ask nervously “I can’t see any reason why not, I mean you’d sit up with me and be my sexy co-pilot” he smiles down at me wrapping his arms around my waist “Um… excuse me, I think you mean co-captain” I say sarcastically as he laughs shaking his head

“So co-captain, will you come with me?” he asks as his hands move down to my hips and butt rubbing them firmly, it was his anxiety coming out “I’ll have to go searching for my passport but apart from that I can’t think of any reason to say no” I say moving my hands onto his shoulder reaching on my tippy toes for a kiss

We move over to the couch and chat for a bit about tomorrow and what time we need to leave etc, it was exciting to think of being in another country with Alexander….again

“Hey, I wanted to ask you, what do you think of my dark hair? prefer me as a blonde?” I ask him smirking knowing he’s too nice to say anything negative, he leans in closer to me and places a strand of loose hair behind my ear “Well the dark hair makes your beautiful blue eyes pop even more, it’s hypnotizing, but to me, the Sienna I know and fell in love with was a Blonde but baby any hair color would look sexy on you” he smiles hooking his finger and rubbing it up and down my cheek

“The dark will fade, I’ll be back to blonde soon enough” I tell him as I move in closer to him, his addictive scent draws me in every time “Hmmm we should really go to bed and get some sleep especially seeing as you have to fly tomorrow” I say to him rubbing my hands down his chest trying not to be incredibly turned on by him once again

“It’s an hour and a half flight at most, I could do it my sleep Si” he insists as he moves in kissing my neck, I should really resist the urge to make love with him again, we need to get some sleep and we can fool around once we’re in Toronto

As I was trying to fight off my hormones he throws his lips down on mine “Even when I’m sitting next to you like this I still crave you, I want you so badly, I want you over and over again, I can’t help it” his words come out in patches as he tries to tell me how he feels as his mouth stays on mine 

“Alexander, take me to bed baby” I whisper to him, he immediately picks me up and carries me to the bedroom, his mouth gently biting down on my shoulder as he tries to undo my shirt and pants 

As he caries me to bed we pass a wall clock and I see it’s nearly 1am, fuck, we really had to behave and get to sleep, I couldn’t have in on my conscious if something happened when he was working 

As he throws me onto the bed he takes off his shirt, he leans down and rips off my pants leaving me in my singlet and panties

“Baby, I really think we should get some sleep” I say to him trying to sound serious “Uh ah” he responds as he moves onto the bed and pulls me into his lap

“Allexxannnderrr, I mean it, we need to behave” I say to him in a whiny voice, his lips were all over me and I could feel how hard he was, this was a losing battle 

“Okay I understand but could I clarify a few things first?” he asks seriously as I nod “Good, so I wanted to know is this behaving?” he pulls down my singlet and bra and sucks hard on my left nipple, I let out a sharp moan “No, that’s not behaving” I say smiling “Oh okay…. how about this?” he moves his hand into my panties and starts to rub my clit with two fingers, I gasp as he pushes them inside me driving them in and out at a fast pace

“Definitely not behaving” my words come out shaky as I know I’ve well and truely lost the battle  “Really? I had no idea, well surely this is behaving?” he rips off my panties and slams his rock hard erection inside me, his pace quick and hard as we’re both so damn worked up

“Fuck you’re naughty Alexander” I moan out as he pulls off my top and bra “Oh Si, you’ve only just seen the beginning of it baby” he growls as he grabs my breasts squeezing them and flicking at the nipple

Shit that turned me on knowing I’ve only seen part of how naughty and adventurous he could be in the bedroom, I wanted to experience it all with him

Our intensity was sky high as we both start to climax, his hand all over my neck and throat as his lips pull and kiss on mine, his actions were animalistic and I was in so much pleasure it was hard to handle

“Alexxanndderrr, I’m so close now baby, fucckkk you’re such an amazing lover” I cry out as my orgasm hits me hard “Arghhh Sienna I’m so fucking hard, I’ve never been this turned on before, I’m going to cum so hard into your soaked little pussy” he yells as I feel his cock jolt and blow inside me

We pull apart from each other for a moment to catch our breath until he pulls me in close to his warm body kissing my arm from top to bottom, “I’ll be back in a moment handsome” I tell him as I head to the bathroom to clean up a bit 

I look at myself naked in the bathroom mirror, my skin full of his marks, cheeks flushed and lips swollen but fuck I was so damn happy

I wander back into the bedroom and see him laying down on top of the bed naked, he honestly should be hanging in a museum because he’s a work of art 

“Come back into my arms my beautiful girl” he smirks, that was music to my ears, I smile back and jump into his arms, he lowers me down onto the bed and wraps me up in one big swoop, his scent fills up my senses and I’m completely relaxed, minutes later I was asleep in the arms of the man I love

I wake up still in his arms and he was placing small light kisses on my forehead “Good Morning beautiful” he whispers, I yawn and stretch out “Mornin’ handsome” I mutter out as I reach his lips for a small kiss “I text James this morning and he’s more than happy to have you onboard” he tells me, well that’s a relief “I’m really happy to hear that, okay I better go looking for that passport”

After breakfast and a very long distracting shower together we head off to the airport, Alexander told me we’d be gone for 3 days so I packed accordingly throwing in a few random items just in case

We grab a cab to the airport and fly over to Boston to pick up James and his family, it was so exciting being back in a plane with Alexander, it was actually such a turn on seeing him take control of something so powerful

It wasn’t just the after sex goggles I had on but fuck he looked so incredibly handsome today, he was always dressed nice, his clothes showed off his broad shoulders and flat stomach which I knew was hiding his drool worthy abs, I was allowed to be a complete perv cause he was my man after all

The flight to New York was quick, we arrived safely and waited for the Banks family to board the plane “James, I’d like you to meet my girlfriend Sienna” I shook his hand and I was stunned, not by the mega famous and talented basketballer but by Alexander calling me his girlfriend

“Lovely to meet you James, thank you for letting me travel with Alexander I’ll do my best not to impose on you or your family” I tell him “Pfft, don’t worry about that, I’m just happy to see him finally happy, I mean look at his face, pure happiness!” he says to me smooshing Alexander’s face together, I accidentally let a loud giggle out as Alexander looks suitable unimpressed 

We arrived in Toronto after a very smooth flight, I now believe him when he said that he could fly in his sleep, it really was effortless for him, after getting through customs and the airport we say goodbye to the Banks family and grab a cab to the hotel

“Hey…. thank you for coming, I’m so glad you’re here with me” he says to me grabbing my hand “Well I couldn’t let my boyfriend be alone” I say to him raising my eyebrow “Fuck it’s been a long time since I’ve been a boyfriend, um I hope you didn’t mind me saying girlfriend in front of James?” he says nervously

“No, it was very sweet babe” I lean in to kiss him, his lips were like magnets, why couldn’t I ever stop?

He starts to rub my hand in his and play with my fingers “I’d like to ask you out to dinner tonight, you know, like a um..er date?” again he was completely nervous and it was the cutest thing ever, I couldn’t help but break out into laughter “Oh stop!! It’s been a million fucking years since I’ve done this, I haven’t dated or been a boyfriend for so long and I’m rusty okay?” I try to hold in my laughter but I couldn’t and then he broke out into laughter too 

“You’re a lot smoother in the bedroom Alexander, but I kind of like this nervous anxious side of you, it’s cute and shows that you really care about us” I tell him trying to give him some comfort

“Of course baby, you’re everything to me, I don’t want to fuck this up” I wrap my arms around his neck “You won’t” I whisper

Alexander’s POV

The relationship stuff with Sienna made me a nervous mess, sex came so naturally as we had this out of control chemistry but I was so scared to stuff up on the relationship, my only other serious relationship was with Kate and that was a huge fucking disaster, I know Sienna isn’t and won’t ever be like Kate but it still made me worry that I did something wrong

I guess a huge part of me is scared to get hurt again, I felt so emasculated and rejected during our marriage that I’d never want to feel that way again but Sienna made me feel wanted and needed 

Every time I tried to do something romantic with Kate she’d shut it down, I wanted to do all those things again but part of me was holding back but the other part knew I had to try again because it wouldn’t be fair to give Sienna less than she deserves 

I look over to Sienna beautiful face as we pull up to the hotel, she’s glowing and radiant, I think she’s excited for our time together just the two of us, no interruptions

We check in and make our way to the room “Oh my god Alexander!” she squeals excitedly, I look around at the very fancy hotel room and it’s obvious we’ve been upgraded, I see a bottle of champagne and flowers on a table with a card Enjoy the time with your girl Rose – James 

I can’t believe he did this for us “Did you want to enjoy that bath together and get clean dirty boy?” she says to me pulling on my belt looking up at me with those big innocent blue eyes

“I’m a man remember baby” I say as I lift her up in my arms placing my lips down on her, as I started to get very worked up we hear a knock on the door, I let out a small groan “Remind me to put up the ‘do not disturb’ sign up after this?” I say as she nods

I open the door to the one of hotel staff “Good Evening Mr.Rose, sorry to disturb you, I’m George the hotel manager on duty, I was wondering if I could have a word with you privately?” It may seem unusual but I actually get asked this a lot, it’s normally because it has to do with James and privacy is his top priority but I knew I could trust Sienna 

“That’s okay George, anything you need to say to me can be said in front of us both” I see him look down awkwardly and cough “Er… okay… sure, I tried to call first but I think the phone is on silent, there is a woman in the lobby wanting to see you, she said she’s your fiancé”

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Alexander’s POV

As she continues to lay naked in my arms I felt at peace for the first time in so long, my fingers running through her dark locks as her body is wrapped around me , her left leg hooking over mine and her hand on my shoulder like she was hanging on for dear life 

Eventually she sits up in bed and shoots me the sexiest smile “I’m getting some water, do you want anything?” she asks “Just you, over and over again” I place my hand on her face as I draw her back in for a kiss, I was completely addicted to this beautiful woman, her naked skin brushed up against mine and I couldn’t help but feel every single positive emotion rush through me, I was falling deeper and deeper for her

As my lips start to travel down her body she starts to giggle “Let me grab that water you naughty man” I let out an exaggerated groan as she moves away from me, my eyes can’t help but watch her gorgeous naked body move from the bedroom to the kitchen 

I lay back in the bed sitting up slightly with a huge grin on my face, honestly I couldn’t stop smiling, I felt like we were finally on the same page of wanting to be together and making it work no matter what

“Hey! What is this??” I say to her shocked, she had come back into the room with a robe on, she shrugs and smiles “I was cold in the kitchen” I looked her up and down admiring every single inch of her gorgeous body “Well come back to bed so I can get you all hot and bothered again” 

She gently climbs on to the end of the bed and crawls very slowly towards me, fuck she was a tease and damn good at it “Do you want me to come closer handsome?” she asks batting her eyelashes opening up wide those to die for eyes that she knows is my weakness 

“I want you as close as physically possible” as soon as the last word came out of my mouth I pounced on her pinning her to the bed as she erupts into a fit of laughter, the sweetest sound possible

“Nooooo, please baby, I didn’t mean to tease” she continues to laugh hard as I start to kiss her neck still holding down her wrists “I’ll show you how much I can tease Si” I growl in her ear

I release my grip on her and use my hands to open up her legs, I look down at her perfect sweet pussy begging for attention, my mouth slowly moves to it lightly kissing her clit, so light it was barely touching, I could hear her getting affected by my playful mouth

I slowly place my tongue on her as my fingers open up her perfect pink lips, she was covered in arousal already, as my tongue gets closer to her entrance her moans start to fill up the room, I know once I had her moaning out my name that she will start climaxing

My tongue pushes deep inside her as she let’s out a sharp gasp, one of my fingers joins my tongue to ensure she gets completely worked up “mmmmm baby argghhh” she moans out, it was time to increase the pace

As I thrust my tongue harder and faster inside her I make sure to flick my tongue back and forth hooking it up at her entrance were all her sensitively is, I place a second finger inside her as she’s now completely relaxed and highly aroused

“Alexxaaannnderrrrrrrrrrr ohhhh” she moans out loud, I feel her tighten and clinch as she starts to climax, hearing her moan my name like that was the fucking sexiest thing ever

Her breathing now deep and erratic, I knew she wasn’t far away and even though I didn’t want to stop I wanted to show her that I could tease too, I pulled my fingers and tongue out of her and she lifts up her head in shock “Are you kidding me?” she snaps, I laugh “I told you I can tease too baby” she smirks at me and growls “Yeah…. well I’m always going to be the Queen of this game”

She slowly places two of her fingers inside her pussy as she starts to get herself off, fucking hell I was playing with fire, she lifts her hips up so I could have an even closer view of what she was doing, as her moaning intensifies she starts to increase her pace, shit she was really going to get herself off, fuck that, I couldn’t just be a spectator I wanted to be the star player 

I remove her hand and ram my hard cock into her, her wetness consumed me and it driving me insane “Flip over onto your knees you naughty girl, I want to take you from behind” I command as I take a hold of her ass with both hands and enter her once more 

“Oh fucckkk this feels so gooood” she cries, it was our first time in this position and she was loving it and fuck so was I, getting to squeeze her full juicy ass in my hands was making me so fucking hard

I bite and suck down on her ear as I thrust hard into her tightness, I was able to get deeper inside her than ever before and I knew she could feel it, her erratic breathing was turning into gasping for air and a higher pitch in her moans meant she was so close

Sienna’s POV

I couldn’t believe it when he went down on me and then pulled away just as I was starting to climax, I knew I had to get him back again, I start to touch myself just purely to tease but after a short while I actually started to get myself off, I think he knew this which is why he had to replace my fingers with his own raging erection

When he demanded I turn around and get on my knees I felt a bit nervous but mostly excited, I wanted to try this position so badly because I didn’t know how different it would feel

As he entered me I could feel him going in deeper, fuck it felt amazing, every single inch of his cock was thrusting in and out and his balls smacking up against me, as he grabbed my ass and separated my cheeks slightly I could feel even more of him, I was losing my damn mind

“Allexxannndderrr I’m going to cum so hard baby” I stutter out my words as I climax quickly, I knew my release would be strong and intense

“I want to feel you cum all over me Si” he demands as he grabs my hips thrusting me harder into him, my release hit me like a ton of bricks, I yelled out his name at the top of my lungs as my whole body jolts with pleasure, I feel him release his seed into me as he squeezes my ass ensuring every single bit of him is inside me

“Fuck you’re good at that” I mumble out collapsing into a messy sweaty heap on the bed, he kisses the back of my neck and rubs my lower back “Thank you baby, you know how to make a man feel good but I have to say you’re fucking incredible, everything little thing you do drives me wild, you’re sexy in every single way” his words made me break out into a little smile, he always knows how to make me feel alive

I watch his sexy naked ass leave the bed and head into my en-suite, I lay back in bed peacefully until I hear him call out my name, I stumble my way over to the bathroom and see him sitting in the bathtub “Join me baby” he smiles, I lower myself in front of him as we wrap our legs around each other “Let me wash you till your all clean handsome” I smirk at him as I grab the hand held shower head 

He nuzzles himself close to me so I can get to every inch of his perfect body, I realized at this point how many firsts I’ve already experienced with Alexander and hopefully I’ll experience many more, the first I’m experiencing now is washing someone else’s hair, I know it’s kind of silly but I loved washing his hair and looking after him, after all he was my man, it was my job to look after him

Afterwards he washed me and I have to say I loved it, he was so gentle rubbing his fingers through my hair, as he lets the conditioner set in for a few minutes he proceeds to massage my shoulders and neck, I had seriously died and gone to heaven “You make me feel so good Alexander, I’m so grateful for you” I tell him as I look into his piercing blue eyes “I love you so much Sienna, I’ll do everything I can to make you happy baby” he gently places his lips on mine, it was the sweetest most loving kiss to date

After our bath we get out and dry ourselves I look over at my phone at it’s 9pm, fuck we had been messing around for 6 hours straight “Are you hungry Si?” he asks, I break out into a smile “Maybe a little” I reply, all of a sudden Alexander sweeps me up in his arms carrying me to the kitchen I can’t help but break into a laughter “You don’t need to carry me” I stutter out struggling to breath “Oh yes I do, a Queen like yourself can’t be walking around the kitchen aimlessly with commoners, you must arrive in style” he mutters, his silliness made me laugh even more until we came to a immediate stop freezing in fear

“Was that a knock on the door?” he whispers to me, I nod my head as he slowly backs us out of the kitchen and back to my bedroom “Who would it be?” he asks, I shrug seriously having no idea who is knocking at Betty’s apartment door at 9pm 

“Sienna, it’s Scarlet and Jean, I can hear you in there” we hear, we both let out a huge sigh of relief as Alexander lowers me down onto my bedroom floor and I scramble for clothes “We don’t have all day Sienna, I do have a spare key you know…..” oh fuck!! “I’m coming, give me one second” I yell out “I’ll stay in here for now” Alexander whispers to me and I nod

I run to the front door opening it up and they both looked pissed “Um sorry I was in the shower, I didn’t expect you both” I feel embarrassed as they’re both giving me resting bitch face

“Sienna, we don’t care that you kept us waiting but we could clearly hear another person in there with you and you’ve got that after sex glow all over, I can’t believe you got back with Tom!” she whispers aggressively to me

“Tom?” I say to her confused “Why would you think that?” I ask, both of them changed their moods from annoyed to excited when they found out it wasn’t Tom “Oh my god! Are we gate crashing a one night thing?” Scarlet asks excitedly trying to looking inside the apartment

“I sincerely hope it’s not a one night thing” Alexander says leaning up against the wall, he was covered in full sweats and he looked like a fucking sex god

“Alexander!!” Scarlet and Jean yell out, they both run over to him giving him a big hug, they completely fell in love with him at their wedding, the four of us had an amazing connection, maybe because Scarlet and I were related and both Jean and Alexander were older around the same age

“Please, please, please tell me the two of you are back together?” Scarlet begs, we both laugh at her exaggeration “Yes, we’re back together for good but we still have a lot to work out and we haven’t told any of our family yet” I tell her in all seriousness “No problem, I won’t say a word”

The four of us sat down chatting for ages, we ordered a couple of pizzas and opened up a bottle of wine “Sorry none for me, I’m flying tomorrow” Alexander says “You’re leaving tomorrow?” I ask him trying to hide how completely crushed I am, he looks down and back up at me “Yeah…I am, but we can talk about it later?” I agree and nod as to not bring down the happy mood in the room

“So we did come over here for two reasons” Scarlet says to us smiling, I start to pour her a glass of wine but she covers it with her hand “That’s one of the reasons we’re here, I’m pregnant!” she squeals, we both jump up hugging and congratulating Jean and Scarlet, they had been trying ever since they got married and I was so excited for them

“I’m 12 weeks along, we wanted to wait until the first trimester was over” the joy written all over their faces was obvious, they were so incredibly happy and I loved seeing my beautiful cousin so content

We talked for a bit longer about the pregnancy and other things, “Shit, I forgot to tell you the second thing!” Scarlet says as she reaches into her bag taking out a plastic folder full of papers and keys “We found you your own place!” 

“Really?” I ask as my eyes light up “The tenant is only in the property for another few weeks, after that time it’s all yours but heads up, your landlords can be real jerks” Jean says to me as I see Scarlet laugh, I look down at the papers they hand me “You’re both the landlords aren’t you?” I say raising an eyebrow

They both laugh “Yeah sorry! but we’re very fair on rent” I look down at the pictures of the apartment and it looks amazing, it was just a simple one bedroom apartment but it was in a great neighborhood and looked very chic and modern 

“I can’t see anything here about the rent?” I ask her flicking through the pages “Well Mom, Jean and I would like you to come work for us, you know part time when you’re not at college or studying, it would just be doing some basic office tasks and assisting us but wage and rent would be included” I look up at her shocked, I know the three of them are wealthy but this was so generous “Thank you so much Scarlet and Jean, I can’t tell you how much I appreciate it” 

After a while Jean and Scarlet say their goodbyes to us as they head home, I lock the front door and turn as I see Alexander closely behind me smiling down at me “Are you expecting to stay the night?” I say to him pretending to play dumb, he laughs “Just try and get rid of me Si” I shake my head at him, he grabs my hands and looks straight into my eyes  “I need to ask when are you back at college?” 

“End of next week, why do you ask?” I say giving him a half smile wondering what he’s up to “I have to fly James and his family to Toronto tomorrow for a game, come with me baby?”

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Sienna’s POV

When I heard my name being called out in the street I knew it was him straight away, his low husky tone is etched into my memory, I was stunned to see him standing in front of me, my heart rate rising as I look up at those eyes I fell so deeply in love with who now belong to someone else

As much as I wanted to tell him to go away I remembered my promise to Brandon, if Alexander was to come to me I’d hear him out, I suggest we go upstairs as it’s freezing outside

It was awkward and intense, you could feel the strong tension between us, a mixture of frustration, angst and sexual tension 

Just as I get to the front door he pulls me towards him throwing his lips down on mine, it took me by surprise his actions but what shocked me most was the prominent electricity between the two of us when we came together, my whole body was on fire and I felt alive for the first time since I left him, I had forgotten how strong, how dominate this feeling was, It was like no other

“I need you to be mine” he whispers to me as his lips start to over power mine, suddenly I remembered I’m not his, he is with someone else, I push him off me immediately “I really don’t think your fiancé would appreciate you doing this” I say to him sternly, I see him shake his head only looking slightly guilty, I turn to open the front door as we head into the apartment

I walk straight into the lounge and sit down on the single chair leaving him two couches to choose from, I didn’t offer him a drink or anything I just wanted to get this out of the way, it’s going to be torture having to hear about their love story

“Firstly I want to say how deeply sorry I am that I hurt you, I never meant for you to find out how you did, I wanted to speak to you first and explain” he says sitting on the middle couch nearest to me, his eyes show sympathy with still a bit of fire in them 

“So to give you some background information, Jillian is a friend I’ve know for 10 years, she’s a fellow pilot and a really great person, so what happened is just after you left for college Jillian came to me asking to help her out, I told her no initially but after I came over the day before Thanksgiving I met the wonder boy Tim” I corrected him “You mean Tom” he shakes his head “He could be called Tiny Terror for all I care anyway I met him and realized you had moved on so I invited Jillian over to discuss her proposal”

It all became clear, when I went to his house that night of Thanksgiving that’s why she was there, however I still don’t know what this proposal is about, I’m guessing she wants to have a baby and is asking Alexander to be the Father?

“Jillian is from Canada and is getting deported, she asked me to marry her so she could get her green card, I had lost you and thought maybe this would be the right thing to do, I’d help out a friend and in turn she could be a nice roommate to have around” his voice soft and low as I think he realizes how lost he was feeling at that point, something I can completely relate to

“So, your not in a real relationship with her?” I ask him still kind of confused “No, never have been, she’s lovely but not for me, she’s a bit bland to be honest, I feel kind of mean saying that but it’s true, I need someone who challenges me a bit more, who lights the fire inside me and gets my emotions going” he smirks at me and I see that fire again in his eyes

“Brandon found out the truth that we weren’t in a real relationship and I told him the whole story, initially he was pissed off at me but than he told me to follow my heart and be with the woman I love, he wants me to be happy, us to be happy” he breaks into a smile and chuckle, happiness finally present on his beautiful defined face, it made me feel so content

He grabs my hand and leans in towards me “Please Sienna, I need to know if there is any chance for us because if there is I won’t go through with this, I know being together will be difficult but we will overcome it, I’d rather fight a million battles to be with you than fight none and be without you” his words made my heart melt who could ignore a gesture like that

“I came over to your house Thanksgiving night and saw her there, Jillian, I missed you like crazy and I hated that Mom excluded you from dinner so I wanted to be with you but I saw her and jumped to all the wrong conclusions, after that I went home and got drunk and made a really stupid decision with Tom, afterwards he assumed we were in a relationship and I felt too guilty to break it off until I cracked and broke up with him in the worse way possible, when I got your Christmas gift I assumed you still loved me too and I ran straight to your house and I guess you know the rest, I just wanted to tell you all this and be honest with you so you know why I did what I did and know the mistakes I made” a couple of tears roll down my face as I think of all the hurt and heartache that has happened since I left for college

I look up at his face and I can tell he’s uncomfortable with the fact that I admitted I was with Tom, I feel completely ashamed and hang my head down “We have such shitty timing, don’t we?” he says as he places his finger under my chin slightly lifting it up smiling at me

“Be mine Sienna, only mine and I’ll only be yours, I promise I’ll make you happy and do whatever it takes to make this work” his lovely words come out softly as he’s now centimeters away from my lips 

I could hear my heart screaming at me to take this man and never let go, my head was overthinking everything but I decided I had to follow my heart “I love you Alexander, I’m yours” his lips crash down on my face immediately kissing my neck, cheek and lips, he starts off slow but deep and passionate, I can tell he is holding back

“I love you too Si, we will make this work I promise” I smile at his words even though his lips are back on mine 

His kisses are now becoming needy and rough, his hands are all over my body as he lifts me onto his lap, his lips move to my neck as his teeth start to pull on my skin, I’ve become so incredibly aroused and the anticipation of us making love was driving me crazy, I wanted him so badly

I stand up and grab his hand taking him to my bedroom, even though Betty isn’t due home for days I didn’t want any live show for her to walk in on, I’m sure Scarlet and Jean have scarred her enough

Once inside I lock the door, he then grabs me and throws me onto the bed, he jumps on top of me and rips off my shirt and I mean rips it in half “I hope that wasn’t expensive” he states giving me a very naughty grin “I’ll let you buy me a new one” I smirk “Deal” he says as he buries his head in my neck as his hand move inside my bra flicking my nipples with his thumb 

Both of us were immensely worked up, we were fighting each other for dominance and I needed to show him that I wanted him and missed him just as much

I was able to get on top of him and remove his pants and shirt, leaving him in just his underwear with his huge bulge very much present, I decided to take them off as well, I mean honestly how long were they going to be on anyway

I place his hard erection in my mouth sucking down tight on the shaft as he moans out loudly, I love hearing him be vocal when were intimate, I place the rest of him in my mouth as I watch his face show me exactly how he’s feeling, pure ecstasy  

As I increase my speed I hear his moans getting sharper and louder, fuck he was going to blow, suddenly he grabs my wrist and pulls me up onto him “There is no way that I’m missing out on blowing into your delicious tight pussy Si” he growls 

He removes my underwear and places himself between my legs as I feel him nudging at my entrance, I wanted him so badly and he must know that, I was fucking drenched 

Alexander’s POV

After months of feeling sad and lonely here I am, back with the woman I love, the woman I think about every night while laying in bed, the woman I crave and can’t function without

I knew already how she made me feel but I forget how intense this feeling was, I was laying on top of her naked body, her skin just like silk so soft and pure, her firms perky breasts that drive me wild and best of all her bright blue eyes sparkling up at me

I wanted to taste her but her nails were digging into me and she was begging me for me to enter her and honestly I couldn’t wait a second longer

Her beautiful pussy was soaked, I was able to enter her with ease and her tightness wrapped around me, this feeling was fucking euphoric, nothing would ever beat this feeling

I watch her sweet face start to glow as I increase the pace slightly, the pleasurable moans passing through her lips were turning me on but I wanted to make love to her for as long as possible

I keep a steady pace without going too hard so I can go for longer “Harder baby” she whispers as I reluctantly go a bit harder trying not to cum too early, her eyes look deep into mine as she snaps “I’ll show you how hard I want it handsome” 

She moves on top of me without notice and thrusts her hips down on me, her pace fast as her beautiful breasts are covering my face, I suck down on one of her nipples as she continues to move her tightness up and down on me, fuck I didn’t have long left 

She lifts her body up and arches her back as my cock starts to explore her pussy from a different angle, the change in position gave me me a bit more time as I readjust to this new sensation inside her but if was just as good so I knew I had to take control back

“If I knew how hard you wanted it I would have thrown you up against the wall the second I got into this room, you’re not getting a wink of sleep tonight Si” I growl into her ear as I flip her onto her back again

I pound into her harder than I’ve gone before as I hear her screams fill up the apartment “Oh Alexanderrrrrr yesss yesssss” her face now bright pink and her mouth permanently open trying to get her breath back, her hand up against the bed head ensuring she stays close to me

I slow down a bit as I go deeper and deeper inside her, the deeper I go the harder she screams, I watch as she rolls her head and eyes back and let’s out one last final orgasmic moan as she tightens around me and her whole body quivers “Alexannderrrrrr ohhhh” 

As Sienna’s orgasm continues I allow myself to finally have my own release, my cock twitches as I take one final deep thrust into her very wet and raw pussy, I grab her right breast in my hand and squeeze as I blow harder than ever before

She looks up at my face smiling as she takes her finger and wipes away some sweat from my left brow “That was so amazing” she mumbles still clearly affected by our passionate love making 

“I know baby, it was incredible, how I feel when I’m with you is like nothing I’ve ever felt more” I say as I wrap her up close to my body with the blanket

“Thank you for fighting for me, for us, you’re the man I need in my life and I don’t want to be without you” Sienna pulls me in closer to her as she nuzzles her face into my neck

“I know I won’t always be able to be here but know I’m always coming back to you, from the second I leave I’ll be counting down until I can have you back in my arms” I say to her rubbing her back 

“Promise?” she looks up and straight at my face “I promise my darling, I promise” I say as I kiss her lips

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Woo! Back together! They still have a lot to work out though but for now happy days! This chapter was a lot of fun to write so I really hope you enjoyed reading it 

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Alexander’s POV

It was only a matter of time before the truth came out, I was stupid and naive to think I could hide it from the people closest to me, I hated lying to everyone especially Brandon, I lied to him for years about my relationship with his Mother and I didn’t want to do it again

I pour myself a glass of scotch filing it to the top as I wander over to the recliner that’s facing Brandon, I take a deep breath in and try to stay relaxed, I don’t really know how Brandon is going to react

“Dad, why was your bedroom only full of your stuff and not a single thing of Jillian’? I mean no bobby pins, hair ties or make up…..nothing! why is everything single thing of hers in the spare room, if she didn’t want to share a room with you yet why would she move in?” Brandon shakes his head confused 

“Brandon, I’ll tell you everything but I need you to stay calm and keep an open mind, let me finish telling you everything before you jump to any conclusions” I say sternly, he nods in return

“Okay, well as you know I’ve known Jillian a long time, nearly 10 years, you would have been a young boy when you first met her, she is an amazing Pilot and such a lovely, warm person. She moved here from Canada and in the last few years found an amazing job which she loves and is perfect for, anyway, at the start of October Jillian came over to our house very upset, she was absolutely devastated” I take a sip of my scotch to calm my nerves

“The reason she was so upset is because she got a letter from the immigration department stating she was going to be deported thanks to some stupid new law that was passed by the government, it stated that there was “too many” American citizens qualified and requiring the job she has, she had limited time to appeal so she asked me if I would consider marrying her so she could obtain her green card and stay in the country” I take another big sip as I see Brandon get up off his chair

“Are you fucking kidding me Dad?” he’s angry, really angry but why I don’t understand “So you and Jillian aren’t really a couple?! You don’t love each other?” his words come out bitter and angry

“No, we love each other as friends, that’s all” I watch Brandon as his face turns red and his fists rolled up tight 

“Why the fuck are you going into another loveless marriage Dad? Are you fucking insane?? Don’t you actually want to be happy and find a wife who loves you? Why are you giving up on all that?” he’s in disbelief and I guess I can’t blame him

“I know Brandon, but I want to help out a good friend and honestly I don’t think I’ll find love again, I mean, I did but it’s not… not” I struggle to finish my sentence but Brandon jumps in 

“You mean Sienna? You’re in love with Sienna?” he snaps, I prepare myself for another punch in the face as I tell him the truth “Yes Brandon, I’m in love with Sienna and I know it’s wrong but I can’t help it, I know we can’t be together so that’s why I gave up and agreed to help out Jillian” I stand up to pour myself another glass, I’m trying to numb all the pain that I’m feeling right now admitting out loud that I’m giving up on finding love again 

“This is the most fucked up situation I’ve ever heard of, I can’t even process this and I don’t even know how to, I need to get out of here for a bit” I watch Brandon grab his jacket and leave the house, I couldn’t blame him for feeling that way

Sienna’s POV

I made it back to New York and went back to Betty’s penthouse which was all mine for a few weeks, initially I thought that would be what I needed but the isolation gave me way too much time to think about him so I needed to keep myself occupied

I decided I didn’t want to be Sienna right now, I wanted to be someone who wasn’t somber and dejected, I didn’t want to look like Sienna either so I gave myself a make over and made my way out for another night of drinking, I know it will get easier in time…. I hope

Brandon’s POV

After Dad told me about marrying Jillian just so she could stay in the country I had to go out and clear my head, I didn’t go back home I just needed space

Zara was finally coming back and I couldn’t wait to see her, once back in her dorm we made love over and over again, she was incredible and I was so lucky to have her

“I love you Brandon” she whispers into my ear still catching her breath from our last session “I love you too Za-Za” she wraps her arms tighter around me, this was the best feeling in the world, having the person you love in your arms making you feel euphoric

I start to think about how cruel it would be if Zara and I couldn’t be together, everyone deserves to feel this way, wanted and loved 

“Brandon, what are you thinking about?” she asks me, fuck, I was a million miles away but I know what was getting to me, it was my conscious 

“I’m thinking about doing the right thing once” I tell her as I stroke her hair, she looks up at me confused, I tell her about whole Dad and Sienna situation and what I need to do going forward

Sienna’s POV

I decided to give my liver a break for a while after 4 solid nights of heavy drinking which resulted in stumbling home as the sun is rising, I found that getting drunk and dancing my ass off helped in forgetting my problems however I know it’s obviously not a long term solution

While in the bathroom I look in the mirror at the dark circles under my eyes, dry flaky skin and manky blonde locks I realized how badly I need to pull myself together

I head down to the drug store and grabbed some moisturizer, face masks and hair dye, I think I need a change, I wanted to just blend in for a while and be a brunette for the winter 

As I finish up in the bathroom I see Brandon calling me, I had been avoiding him but it was time to face the music “Hey B” I say to him softly trying to let him know I feel bad and I’m no longer angry “Boo, it’s so good to hear your voice, I was so worried about you, I’d never seen you so pissed off before” I can hear the happiness in his voice, it’s so present and it gave me such relief 

“Brandon, I’m sorry about how I reacted I never should have spoken to you that way” I’m torn up about it even though I know we’re okay

“Boo, I want to ask you a question and I want you to be honest with me, okay?” His tone now serious but I agree to his request “Sure, ask me anything” 

“Are you still in love with my Father?” I’m not surprised he asked me this question but it was still shocking to hear the words, my heart started to race even though I already knew the answer but to say it to Brandon reminded me of our hopeless situation

“Yes I am, but I will move on, he is happy with Jillian and that’s all I wanted was for him, to be happy, so I had no right being angry at the both of you” I tell him as a swallow my pride

“Boo, can you promise to do one thing for me?” he asks again being quite serious “Sure, what is it?” I ask “If he comes to you, please promise me that you’ll hear him out, please Sienna” I was dumbfounded by Brandon’s request, he had asked his Dad to stay away from me since Mexico, why the sudden change of heart?

“Unlikely, but sure, if he comes to me I’ll hear him out” I tell him, we chat for a bit longer about Zara and college until he has to go “Remember your promise Boo” he tells me as he hangs up the phone, very strange

Brandon’s POV

I make the 40 minute car ride from college to Dad’s place to sort out this mess, I can’t stand them being miserable anymore and this idea to go through with the wedding was just stupidity, I mean I get it, Dad wants to help out Jillian as he doesn’t want her deported but marrying her and giving up his chance of being in a proper relationship is just ludicrous 

I arrive home seeing Dad and Jillian’s cars in the drive way, I walk in “Dad, are you here?” I see them both appear from the kitchen “Brandon! it’s good to see you, I’m about to head off for a few days with James, he has a game in Boston but I have a little bit of time if you want to talk” he tells me as we both look over at Jillian

“Actually I’m heading out for a walk now, see you both later” she smiles sweetly picking up on the hint 

“Go after her Dad” I tell him sternly “Why? She’s just going for a walk?” he asks confused as I shake my head “No, I mean Sienna, go after Sienna, it’s crazy no doubt about it but you both love each other, you should be together, it’s not fair that you have to be apart” I let out a big sigh as all my pent up anger and resentment is released, I genuinely want them to be happy

I watch Dad wander around the room, I can tell his mind is going a million miles per hour “It’s too late” he softly mumbles “No it’s not! but if you marry Jillian it will be, I know it’s going to be hard letting Jillian down but you have to be with the person that you love or none of this is worth it” I tell him firmly knowing how guilty he will feel about Jillian

I see Dad walk towards me as he locks me up in a big hug “Thank you Brandon, Thank you for your understanding, I’m sorry it had to be her, I didn’t mean it” his voice is a crumbling mess as he starts to tear up

“I know Dad, I see now how deep this thing between the two of you is and I won’t stand in the way, well I better go, I know you need to get ready to leave and you might need to chat to Jillian” I tell him as we hug one last time

I walk to the door and as I open the handle to leave I look back at Dad “You know, Boston is pretty damn close to New York” I say to him smirking as he smiles back, a rare smile from Dad was priceless 

Alexander’s POV

I was completely shocked by Brandon’s gesture, but mostly I was so proud of him, he wanted us to be happy and he moved past all the bitterness he felt before 

I waited for Jillian to return so I could talk to her but she didn’t come back before I had to leave, I really couldn’t keep James or the airport waiting so I had to go

Boston was only an hour flight from New York, I had to ask the boss for a big favor “James, can I talk to you for a moment?” I say as I start up the plane “As long as you’re not telling me that you’re quitting” he smirks

“No not quitting, I wanted to see a friend in New York would it be okay if I take the plane once I drop you off in Boston?” he laughs at my question and I’m kind of perplexed “Is this a lady friend Rose?” he asks me still giggling “Yes…. a lady friend” I say to him rolling my eyes

“Sure, knock yourself out, fuck, I mean you need to get laid big time so take the plane, take anything you need” he laughs slapping me on the back, I hear him call out to his wife “Hey Mandy, our man Rose is gonna get some!” they both laugh as I shake my head preparing for take off

Once we arrive in Boston I refuel and start the plane up again, I text Brandon realizing I don’t know her address in New York, I take off and land in New York just over an hour later, I see the message from Brandon and I grab a cab to the address

As I get out of the cab I see her entering the apartment complex, her hair was dark so she looked different but I can spot those incredible blue eyes from a mile away

I pay for the cab as I jump up “Sienna!” I call out to her, I can tell she’s shocked hearing my voice but I needed to fight for her one last time

As I walk up to her my heart is racing, it’s feeling like it’s going to jump out of my chest “Come up to the apartment and we’ll talk, it’s freezing outside” she says to me emotionless, I see the rise and fall of her chest speed up so I know she’s effected by my presents as well

I follow her up to the apartment, we remain silent  but fuck you could cut the tension with a knife, as we walk down the hall to her place I couldn’t take it anymore “Sienna, I’m sorry but I have to do this” I say to her as I grab her wrist slightly pulling her towards me, my lips came crashing down on hers, she takes a few seconds but eventually returns my kiss “I need you to be mine” I whisper to her as I take a breath returning back to her already swollen pink lips

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Alexander’s POV

I pick up a few of the remaining pieces of the necklace that were still intack, I look down at them thinking of her, I’m feeling so fucking foolish, why didn’t I get to her first? I was naive to think she would never come here, as far as I knew she was still with that Fuckboy whoever he was, fucking hell, I need to find her

“Brandon, I’m going out, stay here with Jillian” I tell him “No Dad! Sienna is my friend, I need to find her!” he replies back in a bratty tone, I give in to my son a lot but this time I wasn’t “No Brandon! You’ve been drinking so you can’t drive and this is something I need to sort out with Sienna alone” I tell him in a dominate voice “I told you to stay away from her!” he yells as I get into my car “Then do your worst, go tell Owen, see if that makes you feel better” he didn’t reply

I drive directly to her house but didn’t pass her, I decided to try some of the back streets to see if she went a different way, eventually I find her

Sienna’s POV

As I walk down some random road towards home I hear a car pulling up near me, I look back and see him, it’s been 5 months since we’ve seen each other, 5 months all I could think about was him, 5 months I’ve been craving him, but the thing is that all stopped 20 minutes ago, 20 minutes ago when I met his angelic like fiancé, now, I don’t want to see him at all

I hear him rushing up to approach me “Go away Alexander, I have nothing to say to you” I snap “Please Sienna! stop for one moment and let me explain!” he begs as he grabs my wrist “Don’t fucking touch me! don’t you dare touch me, you don’t get to touch me” my words coming out like barb wire, I was enraged, my blood was boiling and my hands shaking, I was so angry but more then that I was hurt and heartbroken

He unhands me as I continue to walk “Sienna, I need to tell you about Jillian” hearing him say her name sends me crazy, I’m consumed with jealousy, him saying her name confirms that it’s real, she wasn’t lying 

“No! I really don’t need the details, I mean I told you to find someone else to make you happy so I guess I have no justification to be fucking livid but I really didn’t expect you to find a wife to be within 5 months” I let out a small chuckle as I’m now officially losing my mind

“You know what, I was just a stupid naive little girl who fell in love with someone she couldn’t have and believed that he loved her too but now…. now you’ve got this beautiful sweeter than sugar woman who is perfect and that’s what you need and what I need is to go back to New York and forget we ever existed” I break down as soon as the last word comes out of my mouth, I feel like a fool that I was so in love with this man while he was proposing to another woman but worst of all he loved someone else, he wanted to marry someone else, I had to walk away and so I did

“Sienna! Please I beg of you hear me out!” he shouts as I continue to walk down the street without turning back, my heart couldn’t take anymore

Alexander’s POV

I wanted to take her in my arms and make her listen to me but I had to get her to calm down first, she clearly had been drinking and was already emotional about everything that happened today so I decided to let her walk home and sleep it off and I’ll talk to her first thing in the morning

Seeing her so upset broke my heart, her words cut deep and were constantly stinging , how can she think I didn’t love her? I was the one who begged her to give us a go and make this work but she pushed me away

As I watch her walk off I get in my car and follow her, just so I know she gets home safe, I think she knew I followed her but she never looked back, not even once, I was dying to see her face just one more time, I missed her beautiful face 

Sienna’s POV

I slept for a few hours before getting up, I have a quick shower and pack up my things, I was heading back to New York, Aunt Betty was in Switzerland for a few weeks skiing so I would have the place to myself and that’s just what I needed, some alone time

I start to write up a note for Mom and Dad telling them I’m leaving early, I was meant to stay for another week, as I was jotting down some random excuses I hear a knock on my bedroom door

“Sienna, can I come in?” Dad asks “Sure Dad” I reply “I heard some noises and wanted to check if you were okay but um….. why are your bags packed?” he asks confused

“Dad, I need to go back to New York to sort out a few things, I also want to get a head start on my study” I say to him calmly as Dad is always fairly understanding, “No!!” he shouts out

“Sorry?” I say to him completely taken aback by his reaction “Sienna, I hardly see you anymore and you’ve been here three days and you’re already leaving, I thought I was going to get to spend some time with my daughter” he huffs, now I feel even worse 

“I’m sorry Dad, I didn’t know you felt that way, I mean you haven’t visited me at all since I left” he looks down shaking his head “I know and I should have, I’m sorry”

“You know I love you Dad and want to spend time with you but I have a lot of stuff going on right now that I need to sort out and it’s too hard trying to fix any of it while I’m back home” I say softly trying to get him to understand that it’s not him it’s me, it’s never him

He takes me in his arms and gives me a big hug “I hate to see you leave but I have to let you do what you need to do, please let me know if I have to bash up anyone okay?” he smirks as I laugh “No bashing required Dad”

I give Dad a final hug as I head downstairs to the Uber waiting outside to take me to the airport, I really hope he come to New York soon 

Alexander’s POV

I make my way over to see her hoping she might be awake as it’s still pretty early in the morning, I head up to the balcony overlooking the water and I knock on the back door hoping not to wake up everyone, Owen answers “Hey Man, how are you?” I ask him “Yeah I’m okay, what’s going on?” he asks me point blank I can tell he’s annoyed 

“Listen Sienna found out about Jillian last night and I wanted to talk to her about it” as the words come out of my mouth I’m hoping I don’t get a black eye

“Well you’re too late, Sienna has already left for New York, she didn’t what to stick around and I guess I know why” he crosses his arm and I can tell he’s fuming, my heart sunk to hear that she had already left 

“I’m really sorry, I wanted to sort it out with her, I didn’t mean for her to leave” I tell him running my fingers through my hair thinking of how I can make this better

“Alexander, how close are you to my daughter?” he asks the question I knew was coming, I want to be honest with him without him killing me with his bare hands “We became close in Mexico, I ended up talking to her about my problems with Kate, I didn’t meant to but it all came out and Sienna was amazing and supportive, she helped me during a really tough time, as you know she’s mature beyond her years, then all the shit with Brandon and Penelope came out and I was able to return the favor to her, she was really hurt when all that came out”I take a deep breath wondering how much I should tell Owen

“Honestly I care about Sienna very much, she’s incredible and I know she’ll make an amazing life for herself in New York, I just want what’s best for her” I say to him all of which is true

“Alexander, I want you to be careful with Sienna, I think her feelings for you surpass your feelings for her, I know you’re with Jillian now but Sienna she has an infatuation with you and she couldn’t handle being here, she broke up with her boyfriend because she still had feelings for you but, fuck, she never wanted to be with him to begin with” his words were forceful and heated, if he had any idea how strong my feelings for Sienna were I think I’d be laying in a body bag right now

“I’ll talk to Sienna about Jillian, we’ll sort this out” I tell him trying to give him a comforting smile, as I walk away I think about what Owen said about Sienna and Fuckboy, sounds like he was just a rebound, it made me smile knowing she never really liked him 

Brandon’s POV

It’s been 4 days since Christmas, I was still staying at Dad’s but things were tense and to make things worse it was just him and I as Jillian was out flying until tomorrow

I was so fucking annoyed that he wouldn’t let me go after Sienna, I’d been trying to call her but she wouldn’t pick up, she text me and told me she went back to New York and needed some time alone but would call me soon

The night she called me I was completely taken a back, I’d never heard her so angry before and I don’t know why she cared so much, I mean is she in love with my Dad or something? I know they fooled around but surely that was all just physical right?

Dad had gone back to being his mopey self, I don’t think I’ve ever seen an engaged person so fucking misreable

While in the house I decided to study and get a head start “Dad, have you seen my marketing text book?” I yell out to him from the other room, he yells back saying it’s on his bed, that’s weird

I walk up the stairs to their room, Jillian moved in when they got engaged, I never went up here as my room is downstairs and it’s just the main bedroom and another spare one we don’t use at all

As I open the door I go straight to the bed and see nothing is on his bed, ugh I must have misheard him, I look around the room and can’t believe my eyes

Fuck, I keep looking around in shock, I run out of the room to the other room upstairs and my jaw drops, I have goosebumps all over my body and I feel a hitch in my breath, I couldn’t believe my eyes

“Daaaddddd!!!” I yell out at the top of my lungs, I race out of the room to the top of the stairs and see Dad looking up at me shocked and concerned 

“Dad, what the fuck is going on?!?” I’m so damn confused “Brandon, why are you up there?” He snarls “You said my book is on your bed” I reply “I said on the bench not bed” he crosses his arm

“Well I don’t give a fuck about the book now Dad, what the hell is going on??” I demand, I see Dad look tense as he finally nods his head “Okay, let me get a drink and I’ll tell you everything, you don’t deserve to be lied to anymore” he sighs as he shakes his head

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Sienna’s POV

I stayed with Scarlet for the rest of the day, we ate tons of ice cream and watched movies from our childhood while being wrapped up in big fluffy blankets

I did feel bad intruding on a newly married couple’s time but I need the distraction, I really didn’t want to think about all the fucked up things that have happened lately

I didn’t even realize the time when Scarlet and I finished up, she insisted I sleep in the spare room for the night, I text Betty to tell her where I am

It was close to 1am when I started getting a horrible dry cough, I got up and made my way to the kitchen to grab some water and it was at this point when I remembered why I choose Betty and not Scarlet and Jean to stay with

“Oh Scarlet, I love you so much, fuck you feel amazing” I hear Jean moan, oh shit I really really can’t hear this, I must leave immediately even though I had only filled my water half way up, as I tip toe back to my room I hear “Yessss Jean, right there, oh yes that’s the spot, harder husband.. harder!!” I can tell her voice is being muffled but clearly not enough

As scarred as I was to hear my cousin having sex it was a unwanted reminder of how sex should be, passionate, hot and loving, not wooden and silent like the other night, I try to fall asleep thinking about college, which needs to be my full focus going forward

The next morning I left super early, I left Scarlet and Jean a note thanking them for letting me stay but I really didn’t want to sit around the breakfast table with them and debrief about their bang session last night

As I make my way to college I see Mia and she rushes over to me “Sienna! I can’t believe it about you and Tom, I didn’t even think you liked him” she says excitedly, I look down playing with my fingers as I eventually look up awkwardly at her “Why do you look miserable and like you haven’t slept for a week? I’m no expert but aren’t girls normally happy when they get a new boyfriend?” she asks me as I’m completely lost for words

After a few awkward seconds Mia places her arm around me and we start to walk “Don’t worry, you don’t have to say anything until you’re ready” she smiles “You’re the best Mi-Mi” I say “I know Si-Si” she chuckles

I was able to avoid Tom for the most of the day until the last class which we both were in, I give him a small smile as he sits next to me “Hey baby doll, didn’t hear from you yesterday” he says giving me exaggerated puppy dog eyes, I let out a small giggle “Sorry, I was still tired and crashed at my cousins” 

After class we walk out and he grabs my hand “Hey, I wanted to ask you something” he says pulling me closer to him “Let me take you out on a proper date, a romantic date, one you deserve” he says smiling at me

“I don’t know Tom, we’re both so busy with school and before we know it the Christmas break will be here and” he cuts me off before I can finish “Why don’t you just say yes for once?” he says exacerbated 

“Okay fine, we can go on a date but please nothing over the top” I beg him “No problem, I’ll make it low key” he smiles, he leans in to kiss me and I softly return the kiss “You’ll be in love with me in no time Sienna” he says smiling as he walks off

Alexander’s POV

I had been travelling a lot with James lately and I had a couple of days off so I asked Brandon to come over for dinner to catch up 

“Dad! I’m here!” I hear at the front door “Hey, How are things?” I ask him giving him a quick hug “Good, School is going well and Zara is going really well” Brandon laughs as I roll my eyes “You know you can always bring her over for dinner one night, I’d like to meet her” I tell him

“Hmm…. nah, I don’t think so, it didn’t really work out the last time I introduced you to a girlfriend of mine” he snaps, fuck I walked right into that one “Brandon, that was a completely different situation, you know I don’t just go after women for the sake of it” I say to him trying to reassure him

“Yeah I know, it was still fucked up though, Dad…. I mean did you even love Sienna?” he asks me which completely caught me off guard “Very much so” I say to him straight out “Do you still…”

We hear a knock on the door which interrupted Brandon’s question, I go over to answer it “Hey Jillian come in, Brandon is having dinner with us” I give her a peck on the cheek as she moves inside “Brandon, you remember Jillian?” I ask him “Yeah of course!” he replies

I invite Jillian to sit down as Brandon and I bring out the food “You’ll be seeing a lot more of Jillian here from now on” I say to him nonchalant “Oh really? that’s great Dad! Well maybe I will bring Zara over sometime” 

We all sat down to dinner and honestly it was nice, it was drama free, I had known Jillian for a long time, she was also a Pilot and Brandon had met her a few times before, she was a lovely person, very easy going, she was good company 

After Brandon left Jillian stayed for a bit longer “I think we should talk now if that’s okay?” she asks me, I take a deep breath in “No problem, go ahead” I tell her 

3 weeks later

Sienna’s POV

I was finishing up at college for the Christmas break, I think I went well in my exams, I studied heaps to avoid thinking about my messy personal life 

Tom was going back home for the holidays and so was I so that was a few weeks away from each other, I’ve gone on a few dates with him but my feelings haven’t changed, I just don’t have romantic feeling for him even though I enjoy his company 

We both fly out tomorrow so Tom wanted to go out for a drink tonight, I agreed and was meeting him at a bar downtown 

“Baby doll, I’ve never seen you look sexier than right now at this very moment, fuck I have a hot girlfriend” he growls in my ear as his arm wraps around my waist, I give him a quick peck on the lips and order us some drinks 

Tom was in a super flirty mood all night and I just kept drinking to deal with it “Baby, let’s go back to my dorm” he tells me as he lightly kisses my neck “No, it’s okay, I’m happy here” I tell him

I see his mood shift immediately from happy to pissed “Sienna, I don’t think it’s normal for a girl your age to have such a low libido” he hisses, little does he know that it’s not my libido that’s the problem

“Fine, let’s go back to your dorm” he magically goes back to being happy as we start walking over to his place 

He was all over me as soon as we were inside his room, his lips roaming my body as he quickly takes off our clothes just leaving on our underwear

He was on top trying to arouse me with his tongue and fingers, I started to feel bad for the guy, he grabs out a condom and rolls it on, I was on the pill so he didn’t need to but for some weird reason I only want one man’s seed inside me, the man I love, oh fuck this has gone on long enough

Tom is thrusting into me and starting to gain some pace when the words I’d been trying to hold back for months came rushing out like verbal diarrhea “Tom, I think we should break up” I say

He stops “Are you seriously breaking up with me while I’m still inside you?” he asked confused, fuck, fuck, fuck, why did I have to say that out loud

I feel his cock go from rock hard to flaccid within seconds, he removes himself from me looking at me like I’m fucking crazy which I can’t really argue with “I’m so sorry Tom, I’ve been trying to make it work but it’s just not for me, you deserve a wonderful girlfriend and I am a shitty crappy girlfriend, I care about you a lot but my heart just isn’t in it and I can’t keep pretending, I’m sorry” I can feel the tears starting to build up in my eyes, not because we’re breaking up but because I’ve hurt him

“Get dressed and leave Sienna” he yells crossing his arms turning away from me, I get dressed super quick and head for the door “I’m really sorry, I really fucked up” I said to him as I open the door “Merry fucking Christmas Sienna” he snarls as he slams the door once I’m out

I’m a walking fucking disaster 

Brandon’s POV 

I make my way over to Dad’s house and this time Zara is with me, Jillian was over most nights but Dad still doesn’t seem content I know there is something up with him, I just can’t work out what it is though

This was the last time I’d get to spend with Zara before she leaves to go back to her family in Ohio for the Christmas break, I was really nervous introducing her to my family just because it’s such a big step but I was crazy about her

“Dad, we’re here!” I yell out, I see Dad and Jillian emerge from the kitchen walking towards us “Jillian, Dad, this is Zara” they both smile at her “Nice to meet you Sweetheart” Jillian says and Dad replies “Yes, good to finally put a name to a face, I hope my son is being good to you?” she nervously nods at his question

“Dinner is ready, I’ll bring it out” Jillian chimes in “Let me help you” Zara smiles trying to make a good impression, as we see them leave Dad comes in closer to me “Brandon, I need to talk to you about something”

Christmas Day

Sienna’s POV

I’d be feeling like a ‘Bitchy Christmas Grinch’ all morning, I felt horrible about how I ended things with Tom and my Mom was driving me insane and I had been home less than 48 hours

“Sweetheart, I’m sorry to hear about you and Tom” Dad comes over placing his arm around me “Thanks Dad” I lean my head onto his shoulder “You didn’t really like him more than a friend did you?” he mumbles “How did you know?” I ask “That morning after Thanksgiving when you heard that he told us that you guys were together, your face said it all, you were miserable and mortified” My Dad knew me so well, he could see through the bullshit

“You were so happy before, before you went to college, is it college that has changed you?” he asks “No Dad, college is great, I had feelings for someone and I had to say goodbye to them, I still love them but it’s complicated, we shouldn’t be together” I tell him, fuck, I probably shouldn’t be saying this to Dad

I don’t know if it was the eggnog or my Christmas courage but I wanted to tell Dad, I sit up so I can look Dad in the face “If I was with this man it would hurt a lot of people and I don’t want to do that” Dad looks at me studying my face trying to work out what I’m trying to say

I see Dad stand up and pace the room “Really Sienna?” he says, I softly nod “Honey, he doesn’t feel the same way as you” he states, What is that about?

Dad was about to say something else when Mom calls out “Sienna, Brandon is here” I look over at Dad who just seems concerned more than anything

“Booooooo! Merry Christmas” Brandon comes over hugging me, we go for a walk down the beach and exchange presents, he talks non stop about Zara and I tell him about school “How are your parents?” I ask him “Yeah, both are good, Mom and Susie are in Europe at the moment and Dad is working for James Banks and he loves it” getting to hear any tiny little thing about Alexander made me so happy

We walk back home when it starts getting really cold, Brandon has to go back for Christmas dinner so we make plans to hang out tomorrow

Once back at home, I descend to the fridge for my 4th or 5th glass of eggnog, maybe I should stop putting extra rum in it

“Sienna, there is still one more present under the tree for you dear, it came a few days ago!” Mom shouts from the kitchen, fuck it was probably from Tom before I decided to break up with him mid way through sex 

I pick up the present and I can tell it’s jewelry, I open the box and let out a small gasp when I see the beautiful necklace, a note was placed inside “My heart only beats and bleeds when I think of you, you’re the blood that runs through my heart, it’s you, it’s always you – A”

I couldn’t help but let out every single damn tear possible, I grab my phone and run out the door, I was literally going to run to his door, fuck I didn’t care who else was there I fucking didn’t care anymore, we need to be together 

It was a good 40 minute run from my home to his but I had so much love, adrenaline and rum running through my veins that nothing could hold me back from getting to him

Once at his home I try to catch my breath for a few seconds before knocking on the door, fuck, fuck, fuck, why did she answer, the same woman from Thanksgiving

“Hello, can I help you?” she asks in a sugary sweet voice “Is Alexander here?” I ask “Oh sorry, he’s just popped out with his son to get some firewood, they shouldn’t be too long” she smiles

“That’s fine, don’t worry” I walk away “Hey… um… are you Sienna?” she calls out, I turn “Yeah.. how did you know that?” I ask, she chuckles “Brandon shows me pictures of you all the time, he can’t stop talking about his best friend”

“Ah, okay, sorry I don’t know your name?” I say even though I really don’t care “Oh sorry how rude of me, I’m Jillian, Alexander’s fiancé” she says shyly 

As soon as the words came out of her mouth I vomited, there was a bush next to the front door that coped the vom shower 

“Oh my! Please come in and have some water” she says, as I shake my head “Let me get you some water then” as she turns to head to the kitchen, I ripped off the necklace smashing it to the ground before running off once again, I ran for a few miles before anger started to take over and I had to let it out

Brandon’s POV

I’m with Dad in the car returning home when my phone rings “Hey Boo” I pick up “DON’T FUCKING HEY BOO ME!” she shouts “Fuck, calm down Sienna, what’s wrong?” I’ve never heard her this upset before “WHEN I ASKED YOU HOW YOUR PARENTS WERE DO YOU THINK TELLING ME YOUR DAD WAS ENGAGED MAY HAVE BEEN IMPORTANT?” she shouts full of anger, I look over at Dad and I can see him freaking out, we pull up to the driveway and see Jillian cleaning up the front porch

Alexander’s POV

No, fucking hell no, no please don’t tell me this has happened “Jillian, what’s going on?” I ask her impatiently “Brandon’s friend Sienna was here, we were just chatting and she threw up everywhere than smashed something on the ground and ran off” she shakes her head confused, I bend down and see small bits of the necklace I had got her, it was in a million pieces, I needed to find her and explain everything

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Sienna’s POV

Tom continues to kiss down my body while removing my clothes however all I can think about is Alexander, his face when he saw her, that smile, he was happy to see her but was it love, lust or friendship behind that smile? I keep going over and over about it in my head, why would she be there on Thanksgiving day? Why isn’t she with her own family? I guess they must be important to each other

I snap out of it when I hear the tear of a condom wrapper, I see him roll it onto his erection, I look down at my body, fuck, how did we both get naked so quickly?  

Most of me wants to run out of here screaming and go straight into his arms but a small part of me knows I need to move on from Alexander and I guess this is the best way to do it

I feel Tom enter me and it’s completly different compared to Alexander, he thrusts into me but honestly it feels weird and unnatural, fuck, I’m now realizing how different sex is when you have feelings and lust for someone, every time I closed my eyes I’d see Alexander, imagining it was him touching me right now, him inside me right now, oh fuck what have I done

After a short while I hear a loud groan out come of Tom’s mouth as he collapses on top of me, it was the first time I had sex without reaching orgasm, I mean I didn’t even start to climax

Tom removes his condom and throws it in the bin as he returns to me with a huge grin on his face “Oh baby doll that was amazing” yeah well maybe for one of us it was

He wraps his arms around me and within seconds he falls asleep, I slowly try to leave but he grips tighter “Please don’t leave me Sienna, stay with me tonight” he pleads, I try to close my eyes and go to sleep

The next morning I wake up and the first thing I feel is a huge wave of regret crashing down on me, I wish it was a fucking dream but no I’m naked in bed with Tom with his arm still tightly  wrapped around me, fuck I need to get out of here

I gently remove his arm but again he notices “Is my baby doll trying to get away from me already?” he whispers letting out a small chuckle “I… um… just need to go to the bathroom” I mutter, he turns me over so we’re facing each other “Sienna, last night was so special, I know it wasn’t the most ideal romantic setting but I’ll make it up to you, it just feels so incredible knowing that we’re together now, I mean I know you’d never have a one night stand or sleep with someone for no reason and now I know that you like me as much as I like you, I’m so happy that you’re my girlfriend Sienna” he says nuzzling into my neck wrapping his arms around me again

Oh my god, what have I done? I literally want to scream “Maybe we could try and recreate the magic of last night again?” he asks, fucccckkkkkkk

I swiftly get up “Sorry I really need the bathroom and shower” I say to him rushing out of there, it’s still super early in the morning so hopefully everyone else is still asleep, I tip toe upstairs and go straight to the bathroom locking the door, I move into the shower letting the warm water fall down on my tired body

As tears stream down my face I suddenly throw up in the shower due to the stress and alcohol of last night, fuck my body is literally rejecting the idea of this, I need to tell Tom we’re not together but we’re stuck here until tomorrow night and then I have to fly back with him, fuck, fuck, fuck, okay I’ll tell him as soon as we’re back in New York

My mind as always goes back to Alexander, I miss him more than ever, my mind starts to wonder if he fucked that woman last night, maybe he’s fucked her many times, I don’t know, I just wish I could forget about him and be happy without having this constant craving for him, honestly it’s unhealthy 

I stayed in the shower for a really long time not wanting to deal with the mess I’ve created downstairs, I eventually get out and get dressed, I take a long time to dry my hair, style it and do make up, I actually don’t know how I can look Tom in the face again

I knew everyone would be awake now as I took so long but at least I wouldn’t be alone with Tom, I slowly head downstairs and see my parents and Tom sitting around the kitchen bench eating breakfast

“Good Morning Sweetheart, Tom was just filling us in on the good news” Mom says being way too giddy “Um… sorry?” I ask “Don’t be coy Dear, we think Tom will be a wonderful boyfriend” she smiles, oh my fucking god why did he tells my parents, I see Mom and Tom smiling but my Dad wasn’t at all, he was looking…. concerned? I think 

After breakfast I excuse myself and go back to bed telling everyone that I didn’t feel well, I basically stayed in my bed all day crying pretending to sleep when people checked on me

The next day we flew out and I was revealed to be going back so I can sort out this mess with Tom, our flight had been delayed due to bad weather and when we did eventually take off we encounter a lot of turbulence, it was a horrible flight and to top it off he held my hand the whole way during the wonderful experience

When we eventually land it’s super late and I was emotionally and physically exhausted, I didn’t have the energy to talk to him tonight so I asked him to meet me for coffee tomorrow morning

Back at Aunt Betty’s I crashed immediately throwing my dead phone on charge and sleeping for what felt like a lifetime, I wake up late the next morning turning on my phone, I place it on the bedside table as I get up and get dressed, I look over and my phone is going nuts with notifications and messages, what the hell is going on?

I had texts and messages from nearly everyone, they were all asking about Tom and I, then to my horror I see a Facebook notification from Tom “Had a wonderful Thanksgiving with my beautiful girlfriend Sienna, thanks baby doll!!” he posted that on his Facebook page tagging me in it, great, now I’m well and truly fucked

I see Brandon has tried to call me multiple times, he must be confused as all hell seeing as I told him Tom and I are just friends, as the phone is in my hand I see him trying to call me again

“Hey B” I answer “Don’t ‘Hey B’ me Sienna, what the hell is going on? Why didn’t you tell me the truth about you and Tom?” he pissed snapping at me “Brandon, I was telling you the truth about Tom and I, it’s a big misunderstanding and I need to talk to him about it okay?” I say to him annoyed “Tom isn’t a good enough to be your boyfriend Sienna” I know Brandon is being protective of me but he needs to back off and let me sort out this shitstorm I created “B, stop worrying about it and let me handle it, I’ll speak to you soon” I hang up unable to deal with this anymore

Alexander’s POV

I generally don’t listen in to Brandon’s phone calls but whenever he says her name I can’t help it, all my attention is focused on knowing what’s going on with her, “Tom isn’t good enough to be your boyfriend Sienna” I hear Brandon say to her, another stab in the heart, any tiny minuscule chance of us being together is now completed dead 

I wander over to the kitchen bench to get my cell phone, I scroll down looking for Jillian’s contact details, I call and she’s answers “Hey, I’ve had a think about what you asked me the other night and…… it’s a yes” I tell her as I swallow the hard lump in my throat shaking my head

Sienna’s POV

I end up putting my phone on silent, I couldn’t handle it anymore, I walk to the cafe that I’m meeting Tom at so we can talk this over, I see him sitting inside with a small bunch of flowers sitting on the table, double fuck, I walk in and shoot him a small smile “Baby doll, good to see you” he places a kiss on my lips which I wasn’t expecting 

“Um Hey Tom, let’s sit down” I say to him, he has a huge smile on his face and is clearly excited, fuck how am I meant to do this? Where do I start? 

“Tom, it really wasn’t okay to tell my parents and everyone on social media that we’re together before talking to me about it”  I say bluntly to him, the smile now wiped on his face “Oh fuck, shit, I’m so sorry Sienna, it’s just you’re my first serious girlfriend, normally I just keep in casual with women but I fell for you and once I knew you felt the same way I couldn’t help it” he says looking downcast

“Tom, this is all moving too fast, I mean it’s too much for me” I tell him, he swiftly grabs my hand from across the table “Sienna, please, I’ll stop being so intense about us, I’m sorry, but please give us a chance, I mean it would be humiliating if I had to tell everyone that we weren’t actually together after blurting it out to the world” he pleads with me 

I shake my head “Tom, I’m not comfortable with all this” I say “I know this other guy you’re in love with is holding you back but if you were meant to be with him you would be, simple as that, obviously you’re not meant to be together, please Sienna just give me a chance and I know I can help you move on from him” his eyes looking intensely at me, I feel completely lost 

I left the cafe feeling tortured, every part of my being is screaming for Alexander but one line that Tom said to me kept ringing in my ear “If you were meant to be with him you would be simple as that” and Alexander and I were never going to be simple, maybe I should stop fighting the universe and just be with Tom, right now though I need comfort and guidance 

“Scarlet? I really fucked up” I say as she answers the door, I came over unannounced so she was shocked seeing me this way, so broken and miserable

“Oh my god! Sienna, what’s happened?” she wraps her arms around me and I sob into her top “I screwed everything up and now I don’t know what to do anymore”

Once I move off her she gives me a comforting smile “Let me get us some ice cream and you can tell me everything, don’t worry we will fix whatever needs to be done, trust me Jean-Marc and I have fixed up a lot of fucked up things before, we’re kind of experts” she puts her arm around me as I move into her apartment 

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Okay…. I’m ready for it… I know you all hate me right now and I get it… really I do but all I ask is you please, please, please, stick with the story until the end (I don’t know when that is just yet) and then if you still hate me once the book is complete I’ll never make you read anything of mine ever again 

So you’re probably saying to yourselves “What the fuck is this Author doing?” Well I wanted to write a story that still has romance and erotica in it but is also realistic, a lot of times in life we take the wrong path and either we end up back on the right one or the wrong one turns out not to be so bad or end up always being wrong, I mean people fuck up all the time when it comes to relationships, especially when they’re young!

I’m very interested to hear all your comments and thoughts (even though I know what most of them will be like! haha!)

Take care and please still love me

Starlet x